trouble is a fren yeah trouble is a fren of mine

Part of natural human being is problem. We are not completely an insane if don’t attached by problem. So do I. I can’t run from the problem because it is one of the parts to completely being a human. It’s naturally. Sometime I can’t persist from problem thus it bring me to miserable life.

But as my belief as a Muslim, I do notice this is part of god test. Whatever it is, I have to accept no matter how hard. I wonder when all of this problem can be faded. I’m sick and tired of this kind of things. I do believe that every human in this world do faces the same situation. The only different is their problem. Some got different problem version with others, but still, it is called a problem.

My problem led to super hypertension sufferable life. Reminisce about the past more worsen me. It is all bleak my expectations. Every problem must have the solution. Depend on how we going to go through it. I really wish there is someone besides for me unloaded all the burden, so the burden burdening me will at least reduced few if not to all. I looked out the windows up to the skies, is there is any hopes for me? Why am I bound with all this things? Argghhhh!!! God, are you still with me now? Angel? Guide me so I will exuberant back my life.

Laments are not the proper way facing the fascinating woes. My emotion suppose is joying not sorrow! The best way for me is stay calm and relax. Patient is indeed needed. What am I suppose to do? Find the right and best solution without selfishless! My only hope is one, right after this three suffering months, god will repay my deeds with good payment. Amen….

SharQ"is in super hypertension"

“Akukah tanggang?”

A dramatic hence so pathetic serial drama aired on screen of TV3 every Friday to Sunday evening. Oh shit! Forget the showing time. The drama is about a Kampung Malay family. Owing a son, forgets his name on that drama but his real name is Adi Putra. Grow up by his lovely mother and his a bit straight father but do love his son instead didn’t really show his love for real. His childhood stressed up his mother by his childish and bad attitude of real teen character. Unrespectful senior, absent school, thieve and so on.

But his after teen hood turned otherwise. Even he is a very bad person, but god has determined him to be a most successful person. His luck bought him to meet a rich girl which was school together with him over the period. And his luck wasn’t stop, that family chooses him to develop the business over the United States of A. He was success. For five years in America, he forgot about his background, his families and those relatives. He lives in a very rich and famous and havva fabulous life in a perfect lanes.

His lovely mother, who his the only son, knew about his return to Malaysia was one of the happiest creature on earth. Missing her son so much then prepared everything to celebrate his son. Spreading the news all over the kampong and wish to celebrate his arrival. But as the schedule changes, the mother insist to meet her son at his own mansion. On the glance face her son he was threw by his own son and expelled. Oh so sad.

His mother was waiting her son every single moment until the death of his father but still, he didn’t show up. Now you tell me the saddest ending….

The reason I tell this story just because the implied meaning over the truth behind the modern tanggang and old tangang series. I was called to re-story this story because I also think ................. But my wish is only one. Forgive me mom! The tanggang of me has different version! And I hate to recall what has passed. Pray me for my success plish~ Promise I will be a very good son of bitch….

SharQ " Kelahiran Bagiku Istimewa, Ku Bersyukur Padamu Bonda"

Word Allah not restricted only to Muslims

Im not here to support any parties, neither to condemn them all. I'm here juz tryin to be neutral. I saw a lot of Muslim Malays nowadays really hyperactive due to their hypertension towards the word of "Allah". Muslim pronounce Allah as ALLAH S.W.T while the non Muslim pronounce it as only Allah. This is so simple for me. They can use word of Allah if they like but please do not harm or insulting the Muslim and Islam.

Today we saw the miracle of Holy Quran, when they tryin to forcing themselves to used the word of Allah, instead for ages ago they use the word of GOD or LORD. And if, that is what they determine as god according to their religion understanding meant to, it is 100% fully incorrect with the original mean. For us, Allah s.w.t is the only one. No father, No mother nor son.

The Muslim cannot forced profess any religion to follow according to Muslim ways. Eventho they do believe to the Most Powerful god but still, they will appoint other gods from it thru many different ways. Those Christian with their Trinity believe while other religious is according to their own believes.

Umat Islam tidak boleh memaksa kefahman mereka yang salah ini untuk mengikut ajaran dan takrifan bahasa umat Islam, walaupun mereka percaya kepada Tuhan yang Maha Berkuasa, tetapi mereka melantik tuhan tuhan yang lain daripadanya dengan pelbagai cara. Kalangan penganut Kristian dengan kepercayaan Trinity dengan mengadakan isteri dan anak Tuhan Yang Maha Esa dan Yang Maha Suci itu. Agama yang lain menambah perlantikan tuhan mengikut fahaman agama maing2.

Saya bukan ahli ugama, malahan sedikit sekali ilmu agama tentang Islam. Apa yang saya nak sampaikan cuma satu, kalau mereka percaya macam aqidah kita tentang Allah, jadi mereka adalah orang Islam bukannye Kristian atau Yahudi. Tapi boleh ke kita paksa aqidah kita itu kepada mereka? Mestila tak sebab tak ada paksaan dalam Islam.

Bukan ke logik dari segi akal kita yang waras supaya kita galakkan mereka menerima "Allah" walaupon Tauhid dan akidah mereka tak sama macam kita. Sebab itula mereka tu Kristian atau Yahudi atau lain2...

SharQ " Allah for ALL!!!"

p/s: Al-Quran membenarkan pengunaan nama Allah dikalangan penganut agama2 samawi(Islam, Kristian dan Yahudi)

Wishin the merriest christmas

I hope it is not too late for me to wish Marry Christmas to those celebrate it. I didnt really celebrate it but as a Malaysian, this is the way how I show my respectfullness to them. That 25th December which fall on Friday, I just went to Pavilion, KL to return my uniform and catch the Carol Christmas Movie. I am so regretfullness because I cant use my student ID due to that day is public holiday. Finish watch it I just walk thru nowhere inside and outside the pavilion mall. The celebration of christmas at Pavilion is fully awesome. With the christmas trees decorated everywhere and the colorful of lights. It is so happening la. Tapi kalo time raya takde pon meriah cam ni skali.

ermm.... got four days before 2009 shut the door. If Im not mistake, a lot of things Im not completely done as what I really wish during the 2009 open the gate. So, for this coming 2010, my only wish is my atitude shud be changed which I think I got too much bad atitude or behavior. A strange atitude which I lost few priceless things in my life. I dunwan to recall it anymore.

Btw, Avatar movie is nice and those who wasn't watch it yet better do. But still, I vote for my favourite movie "Ninja Assasin". The bestest movie of the year 2009 or of the month of December at least. Hahahaha.... My favourite Korean actor tuh berlakon...

SharQ " is counting"

1, 2, 3 Not only you and me (Final Part)

Back to the sequel~ phew... it took a very long gap for me to jump to another story. At least for my sequel... watever. So, third story. That day is my off day and I really have no idea wat to do on that day. Later I decide to jalan jalan around KL area. But I am so bored going the usual place as I always went to. Then I have another plan, a bit crazy for me. The plan is, I rent a car. Hahaha... for myself. Since I got the driving license and just renew it, I think better I take dis opportunity to do wat ever I like to do. The hardest is, I hav no expertise driving the MT car and it very rarely to find the AT car. But internet helps me a lot. So I found that car and nah. I drove it.

Fuel the tank and my journey begun. I went to the road which I never use it before. Without no expertise using the KL roads. As I enjoy myself drove the car heading to nowhere destination suddenly, BANGGGG!!!! hahaha it's not my car atually. It's the other side road. The speed lane. I saw a motorcycle crashed the divider without no car hit him. He fall terguling guling. The way he fall lead me to non stop laughing. I dunno why and I have no symphaty at all. If I'm not mistakela I was in Sg.Besi road. Kekekeke... Since I cant stop my car to lend him hand I just straightly drive. Its happend 3 weeks ago. Funny tak? Maybe not because U not in the situation. I also dunno how he can hit accidently accident. Hehehe...

And the last story is. I am quit wihtout resigning. Im tired and damn tired. My brain was damaged and can't fully function functionally. So I decide to take a rest. I didnt give any letter for quit. I just didnt come to work and simply text my fren to tell my supervisor that I have no intrest to work anymore. Now I can fully rest my body. Stayin' at home, relaxing my mind, downloadin' music, bloggin', tidy my room, cuci jamban, cari skandels and all stuffs which I think resulting my mind naturally function. Ha ha ha....

SharQ" is now different"

1, 2, 3 Not only you and me

hey~ sounds likes britney's new song aite?
Hahahaha... yea I think so. So, for those a huge fan of Miss Spears, check it out her new song. I kinda like it. I heard it on the 1st tyme when I was all the way back to my residency and dat freakin moment I was tune to FLY.FM. wow~ amazed me. Hehehehe.... my starter goes wif promo part.

Hey~ so long I didn't blogged any post. I miss my blog too much. Dis much ( Use ur imiginaty ) hiks~ SharQ is back... Im back. Wooowww.... it's like I did a new comeback after long time. Hehehehe... to those who really knew me, I ni jenis kuat berangan. Well tats me... Nuthing change.

Why I havent post any update? the answer is too simple. Im busy. Yeah~ wut do u expect then? A lot of stories playing on my mind now. A lot of things I wan to tell ya'll but lemme goes it one by one depends on my mood.

First story, o.k I finish my semester already. Finish all my suckiest paperworks, assignments, projects, exams all of stuff dat related to study. The most terrific/horrible moment is the time when I can't catch up most of my assignment consistently. I oso dunno wat the heck is wrong wif me. Most of my assignments or projects I manage to done it alone without partner due to the submissive of time if I hav partner. Few of my fellas knew dat I already work. Between working and studying, I really need to manage both of time equally so dat I wont miss any of anything ( izzit dis sentence is correct?). Biarkan. Ermmm... Im a bit scared to my final result. I hope Im doing good. A lot nof things happen during my running semester.

Secondly, works. Due to my work dat I choose related to customer service line. A lot of things I gained. A lot mean a lot which Im hardly remember which one. hehehe.... Since most of my customers came from different background, cultures, languages and all, a lot of things I try to improve myself. Im not dat perfect and I used to be imperfect. So dis is me. One of it is in terms of my language used. My previous job required me to used english, I mean in Petronas. Since english is my first language along wif my malay, so I hav no doubt at all... But now is different. Im working in chinese company. Wif chinese fellas and most of the time I deal wif chinese customers. Since I am half blooded chinese, I hav no hesitate to work wif 'em. But in term of language... Oh my godness.

Im not really good on it. Seriously. I knew to speak chinese but not fluently. And in M'sia we hav those cantonese and mandarin. In KL, most of the chinese speak cantonese. AND, my chinese is just based on mandarin only. Cantonese and Mandarin is a huge different for real. But challange remain as challange, if u not dare to take it, u goin to loose it. I am a darer(ade ke pkataan ni). So now dont hesitate so speak cantonese wif me. HAHAHAHA.... I'm gud in it. Even not as good as other existance chinese-cantonese speakin but I think at least Im improve it along wif my mandarin. It's been very long time I didnt speak chinese since I finish my schoolhood therefore now I hav to trace back my precious priceless thing FULLSTOP.

third story is a bout my offday today, I really want to tell it but hey, I hav to work tomorrow. hehehe... I will continue it on my second part of my "1, 2, 3 Not only you and me" post k...

Gudnyte earth!
SharQ "Where da hell he went off"

Ini ade cerita best!!!

SORRY READERS IF I HAV TO USE MALAY IN DIS BLOG!
"OH, I SOUND STUPID IF I SPEAK MALAY" (even I was born to Malay but dun forget my other half )

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Anonymous said... KO NIKURG DIDIKAN AGAMA>>>SIAN KAT PARENT KO KNA SOAL KT AKHIRAT NANTI>>>MINTAK JAUH ANAK AKU MCM NI>>>

Komen ni terkeluar dari Hamba ALLAH yg tidak dikenali. Ape2 tujuan dia adelah untuk menyedarkan aku je! Thx ya... (ikot aku pnye traffic feed, aku macam tau sape Hamba ALLAH ni)

Ia adalah respond dari blog aku "Today's Story", emmm aku pon agak tergezut bile komen ni dikeluarkan bukan apa, Hamba Allah tu BABI-t kan soal PARENTS! Oh my fuckin shit! mane boleh mcm ni. Aku paling pantang bile ape2 je yg terjadi kt aku, baik ke burok ke, ko babitkan my parents . Bukan ape, bagi aku, my parents adelah yang terbaik tuhan jadikan untuk aku. Diorang dh cukop bagi didikan kt aku. Sekarang tinggal aku untuk menentukan mase depan aku.

Bagi aku, belom tentu sape2 yg tggi sgt agama dia tu akan trus msuk syurga. Ntah2 same2 ikot aku msuk neraka jahanam dulu. Then aku dh nk merangkak keluar dari neraka jahanam, ko masih terpekik telolong dalam neraka.

Konklusion dia, tlg jgn BABI-Tkan my parents sbb diorg adelah yang terbaik, especially to my mom o.k... JGN PERNAH SHIAPA PUN SAKITIN DIA....

p/s: THX for ur remainder. I will take the next step to improve myself in future. May UR god bless u always.