SharQ : Walks wif passioN

The Chapter begin

2010-06-12T01:38:00.001-07:00

A year older! That wat was crossed on my mind when I woke up early in da morning on las Wednesday, June 9 2010. I was like ouh god! Thx for still giving me a good health instead life. Hehehe... I thought I wan to pray that day. Pray to god for blessing me. But I was forgot. I went out to enjoy my birthday.

Actually I really wanna update this blog on the night of my birhtday but I hav no guts to do it. So I kept it until today where I find my strength to blog. As previously in my life I didnt really celebrate my birthday so was it for this year and the years coming next. I don't really know why people in this universe need to celebrate birthday instead how bout we juz thx to the our God for giving us the opportunity to live in His universe.

Even my birth day has passed but I do hav my own wish. My only wish is, I hope I can get my dream job as soon as possible so I can fix my life back. Ameen.... Since I'll be graduating soon I hope my family would attend it. It's gonna be a very great surprise to me If they would. I knew they busy with their life but I wish and hope they will managed to attend it. But If they wouldn't I still ok to me. They sacrifice a lot to raised me up especially my mom. At least I want to thank her a lot for things she done in my life. Without mom I am nothing at all

wat else? ouh~ since I am a heavy smoker which I juz realize recently, so I try to reduce the number of boxes I took per week. Huhuhu.... I was so sad. I promise to myself if I was determined to be a smoker, I wont be a heavy smoker. Maybe light one only. I am not a heavy smoker for real. But since I've nothing to do at home. The most thing that I cud do is surfing internet. While surfing, I smoking. Very bad.

Let me fullstop here for this post. Otherwise my mumbling won't enuff to fix in juz one blog.

Happy world football Fever hehehe...

SharQ still walk with passion....

Another chapter

2010-06-07T02:20:00.001-07:00

Hey hey hey... yo yo yo.... wats up bloggers. It's been a very very long time I didn't touch my blog. I think almost 2 months since my last update was on March 2010. The simple reason. I am too busy. The month of March and April is the nightmare to me. Millions of paper works, assignments, thesis' and bla bla bla which I dont really need to mention here. Some more, I didnt pay my streamyx bills alomost 6 months I guess. Guess what, the TM cut their service. My life was so dull during that moment. I cant live without Internet since Im 15. But the good things is, I can really give fully commitment to my Final Year Project, thesis and so on la...

Since the streamyx has cut their service to me, I went to TM Point and ask them to terminate my account. I think it's worth for me to do that. Their services wasn't good actually. Eventho I have to accept that streamyx is the best ISP in Malaysia. Then starting May 2010 I start to think to use the Wireless Broadband. Still I am in dilema to choose the best one. Maxis, Digi, WiMax, Celcom and etc. Eventually I found one. It's Celcom! Hehehehe.... still under the same company of my previous ISP but I think it's worth. Guess what, for streamyx I hav to pay RM90 for 512kbs plus Rm29 for line rental bcuz during my 1st time use streamyx, they didnt hav the Combo packages. For my broadband, I choose the package RM68.

It's the best package ever for me. Why? bcuz I took during the promotion. The Modem cost me RM70 only without contract. Its worth isn't it? hehehe... I think so. I hav a laptop in addition. Since I currently live in the city area where the HSDPA coverage is available, I really dont hav any problem with that. Since My 1st time use it. It's more speedy then my previous streamyx. Things that I noticed when I'm tubing the youtube. Lagging no! Trust me... compared to my streamyx it was like so painful. But as the broadband user I think you shud notice one thing. Sometime it's been DC. But the rest is O.K. even at my hometown, I hav no problem with that!

Other things is I will graduate soon. I cant even believe it. My las pointer reach the target. Huhuhu... My reaction on the first time saw my result is SCREEAAAMMMM like hell... Hahaha...

Can't even believe I got A for my FYP. Thx a lot to My Supervisor. So another chapter of my life is about to begin. I need to find a job! I have to work. Pay all my debt to those supporting my life.

I think it's enuff for da moment. I wish I can update few more after this

SharQ is now enjoying

Malay Contradiction Method

2010-02-24T10:33:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, saya cume nak bagi tau, kritikan ini adalah berdsarkan personal point of view blogger’s owner. Ianya adalah secara professional. Tidak memihak kepada mana parti. Versi Bahasa Inggeris dalam pertimbangan.

Bila cakap pasal orang Melayu semua orang tau, bangsa Melayu ni bukan bangsa yang mengembang, sebab mereka adelah bangsa Melayu. Bukan bangsa mengembang. Tujuan saya buat entri untuk kali ni sebab beberape perkara yang pernah saya alami sepanjang mengenali bangsa Melayu. Maaf, saya tidak berniat untuk menghina atau mengata pokok perkara saya adalah sekadar pandangan peribadi.

Meniaga. Kebetulan saya duduk kawasan majority Melayu kat Kolumpo ni. Ramai gak peniaga Melayu berangan nak jadi entrepreneur. Banyak jual mende makanla. Then kat bawah apartment saya tingal ade banyak gak peniaga Melayu bersaing nak develop bisnes msing2. Mule2 je hangat lame2 taik ayam je.

Dulu ingat lagi mase belajar. Ade amek subjek fotografi. Subjek paling banyak berabis Ringgit Malaysia. Banyak kedai nak develop (cuci) gambar ni orang Cina punye. Konon nak support Melayu try la gi survey mane kedai yang boleh dapat diskaun. 100% kedai orang Melayu tak nak bagi. Saya cakap macam ni “I student, ade diskaun tak?” Alasan diorg “ala ni pon kite da bagi murah2”. Tapi tak puas ati gi survey kedai orang Cine plak. Terkejut gak. Contoh, nak develop gambar saiz A4 kalo kdai Melayu RM 6 – RM 10. Kdai foto Cine pon same je harga. Then saya cakap “tak de student price ke?”. Lepas cakap macam dia pon cakap “ooo… emmm RM4.00”. Tapi dia mintak saya tolong promote kat kawan2 yang lain. Just for student je. Student memang nak murah2. Duet bukan ade sangat pon. Nak gi clubbing lagi, tengok wayang lagi, beli kasut ke, perfume ke…tu kan pakai duit. Instead abes buat assignment yang blom tentu dapat A.

Cite seterusnya, pasal student Melayu. Mak aii same Melayu pon nak berpuak bagai. Dan saya antara mangsa keadaan. Hampir disisihkan sebab saya neutral dan berfikiran moderate katenye. Bile time ade group assignment, asyik2 saya dan few lagi yang tersisih. Tapi saya cool boleh control environment. Kalo ade student nak join saya, go on je. Kalo tak de saya teruskan sorang. Prinsip saya senang, janji kerja buat markah dapat. U Ols nak buat ke tak ke name U ols ttap ade dan saya tak berdengki nak sisihkan u ols. Kalo U ols buat skali ilmu pon u ols dapat kalo tak saya dapat sorang.

Lepas tu bile berkawan. Same2 Melayu pon nak kekwat ke? Adoiyai… zaman budak and zaman remaja saya tak ramai kawan Melayu, maklumla sekolah majority bukan Melayu. So datang KL dapatla kawan dengan orang Melayu sikit. Tapi tak lame… tak tau nape… masing2 nak gak tunjuk kekwat masing2. Saya pon tak paham. So saya kawan balik dengan budak2 Cine ni. Emmm… terasa diri ini begitu dihargai. Hehehe… Gi club pon same, lepak2 pon same, ade buffday leh celebrate same2. Kalo dngan orang Cine besala, diorg arak bukan haram, tapi bagi saya ada batasan. Tapi kalo kawan Melayu saya plak, mak aii, minom arak macam minom Neslo ais je. Then bangga kalo dapat amek pic tengah minom atau pegang botol arak. Euwww… then upload kat facebook ke, mespes ke twitter ke… ape2 je la… My Chinese bestfren pon don’t even drink or smoking. He said both are not good for health. Ni la Melayu ye…

Siri kedua akan disambung, lebih tragic…. Hehehe…

SharQ " tak beniat nak racist kat sini"

Malay Christian

2010-02-21T02:37:00.002-08:00

Sure it is a sensitive issue… I stumbled upon reading few blogs about the converted of Malay Muslim to Christian. I have no offence, but I just wanna share some of my views only. Malays are not equate to Muslims! That is wrong. Sure the majority are muslims. But not all are! According to Malaysia and Brunei constitution, the definition of Malay is a Muslim, thus, if they are not Muslim they are not Malay. This is by terms only made by human not god. I do believe there also few Arab Christian community in middle east especially in Lebanon.

For me, I was born to a Moslem family of a mixed parentage. And I have to tell you that I'm not a good Moslem by practice but still I am a Muslim. I do recite the al-Quran from the beginning until the end and finish it few times which I cant recall how many times do I finish. But being a Moslem its not just about reciting the Al-Quran or watsoever. A lot to do in order to complete to be a Muslim. Take note, human is the most perfect creature made by god, but they are not a complete creature until they find their truth. That what happens to me. In order to find the truth, we need to look deeper, not by just reading and conversations only. If u ask Bishop about Christian, sure they were said that Christian is the truth one neither if u ask the Ulama, of course they will said that Islam is the most perfect religious. Again, I have no offence. But, you cannot depends on this only. You yourself need to look for the truth by yourself, using our smartest brain and define which one is true and which one is not.

In terms of religious, I am a Moslem, but in terms if practice, I still hope that god still be with me, guide me to the truth path. I have to say even I don't do as watever Islam ask me to do. I still love to stick to this religious without no doubt. Converting for me is just an another option where If I lost in the middle of nowhere. On the blog which I read there is also confession about Moslem why they convert to Christian. Again, I have no offence to them. But my advise is, if you think Christian is your way of life, please be good on your new religion. May your good bless u always, Please do not harm or Insulting the Islam. I dont think every religions in this world teach their followers to harm or insultin the other religion.

As my confession here, which I confess I'm not either a good Moslem by practice but still, I will stick to Islam forever. I didnt said that I dont pray 5 times daily but I always missed it. Every time I got problem or I lost I will always ask my god to gimme strength. I knew god will listen to me. I always ask god, where are You? are You still with me?. But god never answer my questions. I know the reason why. God will always listen to me. If I'm in trouble let say, my life miserable, I recite the Holy Quran, then my heart became so peacefully back. No doubt. This is my drug. I am not offence the Christian or whatsoever but it just my point of views as a moderate young Malaysian.

Religion is a free choice. It is between you and your God. Religion is for all human. Your Race is only a politically and legally talking.

SharQ "can I be god? I am a human too..."

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine Day

2010-02-14T12:20:00.001-08:00

The year of tiger come across now. According to ancient Chinese, tiger year is said to be lucky vivid, lively and engaging. The attribute of the tiger itself symbolize the incredible bravery and the willingness to engage in battle or the undying courage.But it is juz a few assumption made by me according to my knowledge. Theres a lot actually but I dun want to figure out one by one. Otherwise my blog will be fully text of the explanation about the tiger year only instead my intention is juz to wish to all the tionghua's brothers and sisters, Happy Merriest Chinese New Year~

For me, I juz hope my luck will be good for this year. The moment I blogging, I still as the person as yesterday and the previous. Jobless, Hopeless, Clueless, Speechless, Moneyless and so on... But I do believe in myself, everything come with the reason. So I have to go thru with it and be more independent.

To those celebrate Valentine Day, Happy Valentine day to you guys, hope you remain blessed with your couple and happy ever after. I cant celebrate the Valentine Day due to m y religious practice. According to my religious practice, everyday is a valentine day or day we celebrate with our love one. There is no specific day to be targeted to love ur loved one.

Last words from me Happy Chinese New Year, wishing you a prosperous and wonderful Chinese New Year!

SharQ " Ang Pau Na Lai"

trouble is a fren yeah trouble is a fren of mine

2010-01-25T08:00:00.000-08:00

Part of natural human being is problem. We are not completely an insane if don’t attached by problem. So do I. I can’t run from the problem because it is one of the parts to completely being a human. It’s naturally. Sometime I can’t persist from problem thus it bring me to miserable life.

But as my belief as a Muslim, I do notice this is part of god test. Whatever it is, I have to accept no matter how hard. I wonder when all of this problem can be faded. I’m sick and tired of this kind of things. I do believe that every human in this world do faces the same situation. The only different is their problem. Some got different problem version with others, but still, it is called a problem.

My problem led to super hypertension sufferable life. Reminisce about the past more worsen me. It is all bleak my expectations. Every problem must have the solution. Depend on how we going to go through it. I really wish there is someone besides for me unloaded all the burden, so the burden burdening me will at least reduced few if not to all. I looked out the windows up to the skies, is there is any hopes for me? Why am I bound with all this things? Argghhhh!!! God, are you still with me now? Angel? Guide me so I will exuberant back my life.

Laments are not the proper way facing the fascinating woes. My emotion suppose is joying not sorrow! The best way for me is stay calm and relax. Patience is indeed needed. What am I suppose to do? Find the right and best solution without selfishless! My only hope is one, right after this three suffering months, god will repay my deeds with good payment. Amen….

SharQ"is in super hypertension"

“Akukah tanggang?”

2010-01-24T07:30:00.000-08:00

A dramatic hence so pathetic serial drama aired on screen of TV3 every Friday to Sunday evening. Oh shit! Forget the showing time. The drama is about a Kampung Malay family. Owing a son, forgets his name on that drama but his real name is Adi Putra. Grow up by his lovely mother and his a bit straight father but do love his son instead didn’t really show his love for real. His childhood stressed up his mother by his childish and bad attitude of real teen character. Unrespectful senior, absent school, thieve and so on.

But his after teen hood turned otherwise. Even he is a very bad person, but god has determined him to be a most successful person. His luck brought him to meet a rich girl which was school together with him over the period. And his luck wasn’t stop, that family chooses him to develop the business over the United States of A. He was success. For five years in America, he forgot about his background, his families and those relatives. He lives in a very rich and famous and havva fabulous life in a perfect lanes.

His lovely mother, who his the only son, knew about his return to Malaysia was one of the happiest creature on earth. Missing her son so much then prepared everything to celebrate his son. Spreading the news all over the kampong and wish to celebrate his arrival. But as the schedule changes, the mother insist to meet her son at his own mansion. On the glance face her son he was threw by his own son and expelled. Oh so sad.

His mother was waiting her son every single moment until the death of his father but still, he didn’t show up. Now you tell me the saddest ending….

The reason I tell this story just because the implied meaning over the truth behind the modern tanggang and old tangang series. I was called to re-story this story because I also think ................. But my wish is only one. Forgive me mom! The tanggang of me has different version! And I hate to recall what has passed. Pray me for my success plish~ Promise I will be a very good son of bitch….

SharQ " Kelahiran Bagiku Istimewa, Ku Bersyukur Padamu Bonda"

Word Allah not restricted only to Muslims

2010-01-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

Im not here to support any parties, neither to condemn them all. I'm here juz tryin to be neutral. I saw a lot of Muslim Malays nowadays really hyperactive due to their hypertension towards the word of "Allah". Muslim pronounce Allah as ALLAH S.W.T while the non Muslim pronounce it as only Allah. This is so simple for me. They can use word of Allah if they like but please do not harm or insulting the Muslim and Islam.

Today we saw the miracle of Holy Quran, when they tryin to forcing themselves to used the word of Allah, instead for ages ago they use the word of GOD or LORD. And if, that is what they determine as god according to their religion understanding meant to, it is 100% fully incorrect with the original mean. For us, Allah s.w.t is the only one. No father, No mother nor son.

The Muslim cannot forced profess any religion to follow according to Muslim ways. Eventho they do believe to the Most Powerful god but still, they will appoint other gods from it thru many different ways. Those Christian with their Trinity believe while other religious is according to their own believes.

Umat Islam tidak boleh memaksa kefahman mereka yang salah ini untuk mengikut ajaran dan takrifan bahasa umat Islam, walaupun mereka percaya kepada Tuhan yang Maha Berkuasa, tetapi mereka melantik tuhan tuhan yang lain daripadanya dengan pelbagai cara. Kalangan penganut Kristian dengan kepercayaan Trinity dengan mengadakan isteri dan anak Tuhan Yang Maha Esa dan Yang Maha Suci itu. Agama yang lain menambah perlantikan tuhan mengikut fahaman agama maing2.

Saya bukan ahli ugama, malahan sedikit sekali ilmu agama tentang Islam. Apa yang saya nak sampaikan cuma satu, kalau mereka percaya macam aqidah kita tentang Allah, jadi mereka adalah orang Islam bukannye Kristian atau Yahudi. Tapi boleh ke kita paksa aqidah kita itu kepada mereka? Mestila tak sebab tak ada paksaan dalam Islam.

Bukan ke logik dari segi akal kita yang waras supaya kita galakkan mereka menerima "Allah" walaupon Tauhid dan akidah mereka tak sama macam kita. Sebab itula mereka tu Kristian atau Yahudi atau lain2...

SharQ " Allah for ALL!!!"

p/s: Al-Quran membenarkan pengunaan nama Allah dikalangan penganut agama2 samawi(Islam, Kristian dan Yahudi)

Wishin the merriest christmas

2009-12-27T14:08:00.000-08:00

I hope it is not too late for me to wish Marry Christmas to those celebrate it. I didnt really celebrate it but as a Malaysian, this is the way how I show my respectfullness to them. That 25th December which fall on Friday, I just went to Pavilion, KL to return my uniform and catch the Carol Christmas Movie. I am so regretfullness because I cant use my student ID due to that day is public holiday. Finish watch it I just walk thru nowhere inside and outside the pavilion mall. The celebration of christmas at Pavilion is fully awesome. With the christmas trees decorated everywhere and the colorful of lights. It is so happening la. Tapi kalo time raya takde pon meriah cam ni skali.

ermm.... got four days before 2009 shut the door. If Im not mistake, a lot of things Im not completely done as what I really wish during the 2009 open the gate. So, for this coming 2010, my only wish is my atitude shud be changed which I think I got too much bad atitude or behavior. A strange atitude which I lost few priceless things in my life. I dunwan to recall it anymore.

Btw, Avatar movie is nice and those who wasn't watch it yet better do. But still, I vote for my favourite movie "Ninja Assasin". The bestest movie of the year 2009 or of the month of December at least. Hahahaha.... My favourite Korean actor tuh berlakon...

SharQ " is counting"

1, 2, 3 Not only you and me (Final Part)

2009-12-27T13:44:00.000-08:00

Back to the sequel~ phew... it took a very long gap for me to jump to another story. At least for my sequel... watever. So, third story. That day is my off day and I really have no idea wat to do on that day. Later I decide to jalan jalan around KL area. But I am so bored going the usual place as I always went to. Then I have another plan, a bit crazy for me. The plan is, I rent a car. Hahaha... for myself. Since I got the driving license and just renew it, I think better I take dis opportunity to do wat ever I like to do. The hardest is, I hav no expertise driving the MT car and it very rarely to find the AT car. But internet helps me a lot. So I found that car and nah. I drove it.

Fuel the tank and my journey begun. I went to the road which I never use it before. Without no expertise using the KL roads. As I enjoy myself drove the car heading to nowhere destination suddenly, BANGGGG!!!! hahaha it's not my car atually. It's the other side road. The speed lane. I saw a motorcycle crashed the divider without no car hit him. He fall terguling guling. The way he fall lead me to non stop laughing. I dunno why and I have no symphaty at all. If I'm not mistakela I was in Sg.Besi road. Kekekeke... Since I cant stop my car to lend him hand I just straightly drive. Its happend 3 weeks ago. Funny tak? Maybe not because U not in the situation. I also dunno how he can hit accidently accident. Hehehe...

And the last story is. I am quit wihtout resigning. Im tired and damn tired. My brain was damaged and can't fully function functionally. So I decide to take a rest. I didnt give any letter for quit. I just didnt come to work and simply text my fren to tell my supervisor that I have no intrest to work anymore. Now I can fully rest my body. Stayin' at home, relaxing my mind, downloadin' music, bloggin', tidy my room, cuci jamban, cari skandels and all stuffs which I think resulting my mind naturally function. Ha ha ha....

SharQ" is now different"

1, 2, 3 Not only you and me

2009-11-24T08:35:00.000-08:00

hey~ sounds likes britney's new song aite?
Hahahaha... yea I think so. So, for those a huge fan of Miss Spears, check it out her new song. I kinda like it. I heard it on the 1st tyme when I was all the way back to my residency and dat freakin moment I was tune to FLY.FM. wow~ amazed me. Hehehehe.... my starter goes wif promo part.

Hey~ so long I didn't blogged any post. I miss my blog too much. Dis much ( Use ur imiginaty ) hiks~ SharQ is back... Im back. Wooowww.... it's like I did a new comeback after long time. Hehehehe... to those who really knew me, I ni jenis kuat berangan. Well tats me... Nuthing change.

Why I havent post any update? the answer is too simple. Im busy. Yeah~ wut do u expect then? A lot of stories playing on my mind now. A lot of things I wan to tell ya'll but lemme goes it one by one depends on my mood.

First story, o.k I finish my semester already. Finish all my suckiest paperworks, assignments, projects, exams all of stuff dat related to study. The most terrific/horrible moment is the time when I can't catch up most of my assignment consistently. I oso dunno wat the heck is wrong wif me. Most of my assignments or projects I manage to done it alone without partner due to the submissive of time if I hav partner. Few of my fellas knew dat I already work. Between working and studying, I really need to manage both of time equally so dat I wont miss any of anything ( izzit dis sentence is correct?). Biarkan. Ermmm... Im a bit scared to my final result. I hope Im doing good. A lot nof things happen during my running semester.

Secondly, works. Due to my work dat I choose related to customer service line. A lot of things I gained. A lot mean a lot which Im hardly remember which one. hehehe.... Since most of my customers came from different background, cultures, languages and all, a lot of things I try to improve myself. Im not dat perfect and I used to be imperfect. So dis is me. One of it is in terms of my language used. My previous job required me to used english, I mean in Petronas. Since english is my first language along wif my malay, so I hav no doubt at all... But now is different. Im working in chinese company. Wif chinese fellas and most of the time I deal wif chinese customers. Since I am half blooded chinese, I hav no hesitate to work wif 'em. But in term of language... Oh my godness.

Im not really good on it. Seriously. I knew to speak chinese but not fluently. And in M'sia we hav those cantonese and mandarin. In KL, most of the chinese speak cantonese. AND, my chinese is just based on mandarin only. Cantonese and Mandarin is a huge different for real. But challange remain as challange, if u not dare to take it, u goin to loose it. I am a darer(ade ke pkataan ni). So now dont hesitate so speak cantonese wif me. HAHAHAHA.... I'm gud in it. Even not as good as other existance chinese-cantonese speakin but I think at least Im improve it along wif my mandarin. It's been very long time I didnt speak chinese since I finish my schoolhood therefore now I hav to trace back my precious priceless thing FULLSTOP.

third story is a bout my offday today, I really want to tell it but hey, I hav to work tomorrow. hehehe... I will continue it on my second part of my "1, 2, 3 Not only you and me" post k...

Gudnyte earth!
SharQ "Where da hell he went off"

Ini ade cerita best!!!

2009-10-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

SORRY READERS IF I HAV TO USE MALAY IN DIS BLOG!
"OH, I SOUND STUPID IF I SPEAK MALAY" (even I was born to Malay but dun forget my other half )

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Anonymous said... KO NIKURG DIDIKAN AGAMA>>>SIAN KAT PARENT KO KNA SOAL KT AKHIRAT NANTI>>>MINTAK JAUH ANAK AKU MCM NI>>>

Komen ni terkeluar dari Hamba ALLAH yg tidak dikenali. Ape2 tujuan dia adelah untuk menyedarkan aku je! Thx ya... (ikot aku pnye traffic feed, aku macam tau sape Hamba ALLAH ni)

Ia adalah respond dari blog aku "Today's Story", emmm aku pon agak tergezut bile komen ni dikeluarkan bukan apa, Hamba Allah tu BABI-t kan soal PARENTS! Oh my fuckin shit! mane boleh mcm ni. Aku paling pantang bile ape2 je yg terjadi kt aku, baik ke burok ke, ko babitkan my parents . Bukan ape, bagi aku, my parents adelah yang terbaik tuhan jadikan untuk aku. Diorang dh cukop bagi didikan kt aku. Sekarang tinggal aku untuk menentukan mase depan aku.

Bagi aku, belom tentu sape2 yg tggi sgt agama dia tu akan trus msuk syurga. Ntah2 same2 ikot aku msuk neraka jahanam dulu. Then aku dh nk merangkak keluar dari neraka jahanam, ko masih terpekik telolong dalam neraka.

Konklusion dia, tlg jgn BABI-Tkan my parents sbb diorg adelah yang terbaik, especially to my mom o.k... JGN PERNAH SHIAPA PUN SAKITIN DIA....

p/s: THX for ur remainder. I will take the next step to improve myself in future. May UR god bless u always.

Today's story

2009-09-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

As usual, I went to work. Suppose I hav to do Fullday shift but since I went out wif someone lasnyte, I juz slept around 5am. Later I texted my supervisor said dat I cudn't do the Fullshift, but I promised her dat I will come by 12 or 1pm. So I came at 1pm. Hahahaha... very tired today. Yesterday I did da Fulltime shift oso... walaoweyh~

I dun wan to write in details for today, juz few funniest things which I tot I shud logged in my blog. Hahaha.... Since, we are havin a very short of staff, not bcuz our company cut the costs but few old staffs resigned ald. So left only 4 of us la... So we borrow a staff from other branch. And today, I get new cute chinese fren. Hahaha... For me he's so cute, innocent in addition. :p

I ask him to go lunch wif me during our breaktime. Kekekee.... So Hamsap!!!. O.k skip dis part. Later around 6 sumthing he ask me a very dangerous question to me... R u str8 or dot dot dot.... hahaha... And I wuz lyke, ouchhh.... If he's a str8 he suppose not to bout my sexual preferences. And. I try to skip dat kinda shitt conversation bcuz I think it is pointless. But his eager reaching the climax while I always skip his question. Hahahaha.... (Setan punye gelak)

O.k I confess. Then I oso ask bout him but, he refuse. Watever~ He so sot! Ta shi chee sin san pa.... The thing dat cudn't tahan sgt tuh is the way he approach me to dig my secret. Actually I didnt keep my orientation as a secret thing but for me it is too early for me to tell him since we juz knew. And we are click. Kanasai~ watever it is, I ald knew bout him. No need to keep secret la lengzhai.... hahaha... funny funny.

Since he stay near to HangTuah LRT station, I offer him to walk wif me until dat station. I wish he will come back to work wif us later. Hahaha....

I mau tido~

Allahumasolliala Muhammad....

2009-09-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

Sudah puas saya menangis kot. Hahaha... Banyak Muslim bloggers yang saya bace mostly headline with the tittle minal adil wafaizin, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. So I turned with my own style. But the inner meaning masih sama. Mohon ampun maaf dari semua teman yang saya kenali sepanjang lahirnya saya sebagai manusia di atas muka bumi Allah s.w.t. Tuhan yang saya sembah dan tiadalah tuhan selain Allah s.w.t. Saya bukanlah insan yang sempurna. Tapi saya adalah sebaik baik ciptaan Allah yang telah dicipta. Lahir saya dari keturunan Nabi Adam a.s. Nabi yang diyakini oleh Umat Islam(Moslem), Nasrani(Christian) serta Yahudi( The Jews).

Maafkan saya kepada sesiapa sahaja yang saya telah terkasar bahasa, terlanjur kata, tercarut mana mana. Saya harap tiada yang masih berkecil hati dengan saya. Kepada teman teman saya, saya langsung tidak pernah berkecil hati. Apa pon yang berlaku telah pon saya maafkan. Lahirnya kita sebagai manusia tak akan terlepas dari melakukan kesilapan serta dosa. Halalkan segala hutang saya jika masih ada, makan serta minom saya. Saya juga menghalalkan segala galanya.

Buat keluarga saya, especially to my mom. My inner strength, My angel, and my guide. Maafkan saya sekiranya saya telah buat mama berkecil hati. Maafkan saya... Maafkan saya... Maafkan saya. Saya sayangkan mama sangat sangat. Allah Maha Besar, Dia lebih mengetahui segala isi hati saya. Apa yang mama telah berikan pada saya, saya mintak tolong halalkan. Terlalu banyak mama berkorban untuk saya. Jika dunia ini saya milik saya, ianya masih tidak terbalas jika diberikan kepada mama untuk saya tebus segala galanya. Apa yang telah terjadi, saya anggap ketentuan Illahi. Takdir saya untuk saya terus melangkah lebih jauh. Ayah(abah), you still my daddy, even I hav to admit that u not the best daddy that I really wish too. Manusia tidak sesempurna Allah. Jadi saya tidak berkecil hati. Buat along, jadila insan yang terbaik untuk mama. Angah, U r the best brother I ever has and had. KakNor, I am ur brother, masa telah mengubah saya. Maafkan saya jika saya bukan abang terbaik utk kamu. Syahada, even u far away from me, I really miss u n wish I can meet u before I end my journey of life. Last n least, my step young brother. Our childhood still remains in my memory. I miss u too dear. May u peaceful and blessed.

Untuk teman saya yang bukan seIslam, maafkan saya juga. Apa pon raya kali ini amat bermakna. Saya akhiri catatan saya dengan Salam Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

SharQ " wah Islamic sikit"

My Favourite song of the year, A small dimple (小酒窩) by Lin Jun Jie

2009-09-16T10:47:00.000-07:00

I'm still looking for one to rely on And a hug

Who is praying for me for me troubles

Angry for me for my trouble

Hints about the well-being of the beginning

Let us slowly close to the fate

Then lonely being devoured

Boredom becomes a lot to talk about a changing

A small dimple the most beautiful long eyelashes is your mark

Every day I miss your smile I can not sleep

You do not know how important you are to me

With just your life complete

Long eyelashes charming little dimple hopeless

I slowed down the pace feels like drunk

Heart has finally found a beautiful consonance

A good warm life

I will always love you to the old....

Oh! Ini macam kawan....

2009-09-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

Satu hari CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung... Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana CINTA itu buta.. Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA !! Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang... Kenapa?? Kerana... CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap...Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu.. Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia...kan ?? so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia BERERTI....Walau kita punya couple, teman still paling setia. Walau kita punya harta banyak, teman still paling berharga.

p/s: now I knew what fren for, but most of my frens agak kimak and begitu hanjeng sekali... that why I only have few frens in my life. Can fingers counted!

tiring...

2009-09-07T09:45:00.000-07:00

The moment I logged in dis blog is the time I juz finish one of my assignment. I arrived at home almost 11pm today, and rushly turned on my PC. Takin shower and later prepared for my assignment.

Today, another chapter of my life begun. I start my work back after 4 months being unemployed. Katmana? "biarlah rahsia..." hehehe :D I really really need a lot of money for my next semester study. Some people said money is not everything. Ur head la... U cannot sit at ur home alone and pray to ur god ask HIM to give u money. U need effort, hardwork and most importantly sacrifice! Even tired, but it's quite fun. I got few frens now. The most important is, fren "ngam" wif my head.... hahaha~ watever! erghhh~

Now I feel very sleepy. I need to sleep. Tomorrow still got another assigment to be done. Gambateh!!

Phew~

This is my life

2009-09-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hapy Merdeka (even it has past already) and Selamat Berpuasa to all moslem around the universe. It's been a very long time I haven't update my blog. Sorry readers (if any) for my tardy respond. Hahaha... Such a lot of things I need to done in very short period. My FYP, the assignments and all that. But all the hard works will be repay sooner or later hopefully. Few crisis with my beloved family and frens but that tend to maturing me.

Talkin bout my assignments and related, it's was a very tiring things for this semester. Apart from frens and coursemates, the timetables wasn't get along with them and have to struggle all alone. That kinda test to me. But hey, I prove myself before dis that I can do it all alone. No groupie, been abandon, erghhh~such a jerk that suck but life must goes on. But credits to me bcuz I manage to complete absoluatly on time. yeay! Gambateh Juz for another half year later. Then everything will be paid! yessss!!!! hahaha... so no need to worry too much. But have to actually, because few things Im hardly to catch up due to I always missin in action. Naaa~ watever it is, I dun really mind.

Juz a few update from me. Since now is the holy month, lots of things I need to do. Fast in a day time. Went to taraweh in the night time and probihit from doing all bad things in this holy month. Hahaha... wad la...

Then now working. Aiyooo.... macam mane la ni. But since I choose dis way, part time study and part time working so, as the result, I have to accept in manner.... huhuhu.... kanasai~ I need new laptop and new PC.. ;'(

Less than two weeks to celebrate Hari Raya. To those my fren I wish selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin.!

sign out!

Welcome Ramadhan...

2009-08-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

I wish I will not repeat da same mistake as I did on previous Ramadhan. No need to state here wat mistake I've done but really2 pray to god to makes me stronger and may faces all the upcoming challenges along the fastin month. To all Moslem, I wish yall selamat berpuasa. To those frens who I did makes mistakes please do apologize me.

Haih lot of things I want to write here, but no strenghth at all. Lot of problems suddenly came to my life. But as a very good person, I have to take dis challenge as well as wat god had gave and done to me on my previous life. Now, dis moment, He try to gives me back the challenges to test me wether I am strong enuff or not. I dont think I strong enuff for dis moment. But still need to accept it...
why most of cases always happend during my fasting month. kenot wait until or b4 tat?
haih...

chow~

I really am sorry mom...

2009-08-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

Dat all I want to say for now... I know I break ur heart into pieces but Im sorry... I really wish you knew why I did all dis. It is not bcuz I didn't love u, instead I really love and care you so much. We juz blame the time ya. I grew up now. Not your little baby anymore. I juz dun really know wat I want for this time around. Forgive me if I was not ur good kid anymore. But, you still my biloligical mother, the one who carried me for nearly 9 months inside ur tummy. The one who you love before and so on so on and so on....

The moment Im writting this blog I felt truly guilty for the things dat I've done to you! Please do forgive me from my head to toe as I really really beg you to forgive me from the bottom of ur heart. You have another 3 sons and 2 daughter. I hope they really do well to u. I hope they can take care of you as much you take care of them before. I am fail to be ur good son. Instead Im sonna of bitch.

Watever it is, I felt so disgust of the way you and the rest treating me all dis while. Am I still you biologicall son? If yes, please dun treat me different. I am different from the other but Im not the one who choose to be like this. I did struggle too much to fight back my destiny, my fate but I wasnt that strong. In my head now is why? a word remain unstoppable in my mind. Let the time call. AND. Until the time call, allow me to remain calm and privacy....

God please blessin me, always...

My point of view about love :-

2009-07-30T01:53:00.000-07:00

It's not that I need romantic kisses in the rain
Nor the candle lights or bubbling champagne and
I stop believing flowers, diamonds and sweet talk when in love, are things to emphasize?

Sometimes after a long day, I look at the stars knowing that someone out there is thinking of me no matter how far,
our heart never apart that to me,
is love...

SharQ " I'm Talkin' 'bout L.O.V.E "

Obsessed~

2009-07-19T13:31:00.001-07:00

Wah~ tajuk2 kali semua pasal obsessed, obsessed dan obsessed... kekeke... dalam bahasa Melayu saya tak pasti maksud dia dengan jelas cume secara kasar maksudnya adalah ghairah. Tu maksud kasar je la saya pun kurang pasti sebab Bahasa Inggeris saya pun berada pada tahap yang amat teruk. Ala standard budak sekolah rendah je kot. Ape ape pun kali ni bukanlah saya nak megupas lanjut maksud obsessed. Hehehe...

Sekarang ni saya dah macam obsessed gile dengan Facebook. Tak taw nape. Setiap kali on9 je terus Facebook memang takde mende lain. Dulu2 saya obsessed dgn myspace. Celik bijik mate myspace. Mama saya pulak cakap, celik bijik mata je tengok bulan. Hahahaha... mendalam maksud mama saya tuh. Myspace memang dah jarang on9. Tak taw nape. Macam tak besh je dah. Kalo bukak pon baca komen, tu pon kalo ade org nk anto. Kebiasaanya mmg takdela. So dah tengok terus off9 balik. Facebook ni macam2 ada. Banyak games, quizes and so on. Obsessed gile plak. Pastu tengok orang lain ada highest score je mesti saya nak challange. wakakaka.... pastuh berlagak balik kat user tuh. Macam budak2 pulak walhal umo sebaya bapak budak. kekekeke... Wateverrrr~

Lagi satu, dulu2 on9 je PC trus on9 Yahoo Messenger! tapi skunk da tak. Online MSN and SKYPE. YM kalo ade member mecet suruh on9 bru la on9. Kat Facebook pon boleh chat gak. Kalo myspace tuh jenuh nak post komen la, nak tggu reply satu hal. Tapi skunk ni myspace pon ade je applikasi macam Facebook tuh. Tiru nampak! wateverla... Dah kire macam obsessed gile kat MSN. Member pon ramai. Kalo YM tuh, sakit ati je. Member berlambak tp masing2 bajet mcm Miss Mariah Carey. So guys kalo u ols nak mengetatkan sliaturrahim silala add saya di Facebook : azlansyah78@yahoo.com dan MSN saya azlansyah78@hotmail.com InsyaAllah saya bukan ahli2 persatuan kekwat seMalaysia. Kalo saya lambat reply tu maklum je la busy katenya semenjak bekerja ni serta memegang portfolio yg agak tidak penting dalam syarikat saya ni. :P

Few things yang nak update kat sini. Sekarang ni saya sudah pon memulakan kerjaya baru, so saya mungkin agak busy. Ape2 pon u ols masih blh berhubung dgn saya kerana saya masih memerlukan sokongan padu u ols smua k. Wish me luck ye! hehehe...

SharQ : Finally found a guy that I couldn't impress

我不是一个好的中文

2009-07-11T13:46:00.000-07:00

我出生在一个马来文和中文。自从我出生，我从来没有发言或学习中文。

我只说英语和马来语只。在大多数情况下，我用英语作为我的母语不是马来。

我什至不能讲或写马来很好。但幸运的我，因为我出生在马来西亚。

英语是广泛的理解。哈哈哈....感谢上帝. 现在我想睡觉。汉语写作中我只是困惑。

我需要超过半小时写很短的散文。

以后如果我自由，我将写更多的普通话。晚安大家...

gambateh, yeay!!!

sharQ " sumpah aku karang sendiri o.k jgn main2 u ols "

Why you so obsessed with me Part 2

2009-07-09T12:12:00.000-07:00

Again... It actually hav nuthin to do wif part 1. It not da sequel but I remain da tittle to be da same bcuz I wanna let people know y there is a few mankind who really obsess wif me... aiyoo~
Uno, des, tres... the story begin...

A year previous, I accidently knew dis guy via social network called myspace. His name is Omar. Real name. A sarawakian non Malay, a Moslem guy. Hahahaha... emmm... we chat on Yahoo Messenger. And after few conversations he ask to meet up. Well, amazingly he juz stay few blocks from my apartment. Terrible!. Then we met. Few times. From my observations, he is a problematic guy. He got lotta problems burden himself. Family, frens, relationship and so on. But hey, who dosent hav problem aite~ I oso got few problems. But as a fren, well fairly new, I used to listen ols his problems. Sickening me for real but I am a good listener... :(

Until one day, he felt sick suddenly he called me ask to tapau soup for him. A mutton soup if Im mistakenly not. O.k I did bcuz he is a fren of mine. Then he said he wait me downstairs nearby the elavator but I told him dat I'll bring up but he still refused. Ok I wait him. But Im questioning myself, how come he can stood and walk?. Still, I dun really mind and wish he cud heal soon. Few weeks later, he suddenly texted me wanna borrow few bucks. His excuse is, his mom kenot bank in due to some problem. Okies, I lend him some! He promised we will paid next coming month. I wuz lyke lamenye mak ko masuk duit. Masuk duit ke buat duit. phew~
Few months passed by still my money wasnt returned yet. Until came new year 2009. I saw him on dis club where I was in it too... he pretend not to saw me, naaa... I dun mind. buts, money his owing me never faded. hahahha...

Few weeks after new year he texted again. Same reason. Wanna me lend him some money. I wuz lyke dammit, da las owed havent received any payment yet still wanna borrow me. Tak malu ka?. Pergi club ada pulak duit!! sial je jantan ni... Still, I felt sympathy and lend him. He promised me dat he will paid a week later. Weekends passed by. No news of him. He suddenly dissapeared. I didnt contact his frens neither go to his house bcuz of dis things but da thing is, it is my money, now I juz hoping dat he come to find me pay my money back. In case of if he still a Moslem, I think he shud knew few laws regarding owing. hahahaha... hutang adalah hutang...

Summary, the obsession of people or known as fren towards me is juz about takin advantages. I dun understand it. Why must I hav fren only for their sake. Can we juz be a fren??? A gud perhaps... sighs~

SharQ " Forgive me exposing ur real Identity"

Boy why you so obsessed with me?

2009-07-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

Yesss.... after few weeks in my hometown I finally back to K.L for few reasons and few days with my big brother. I realy miss Kuala Lumpur and I really dun know y. Few weeks I havent see my house and my abandon room eventually I got a chance to come to KL. I miss my fellas here, really miss 'em all. Yesterday, once I reach in KL, I ask my brother to fetch me to Midvalley because he's got his own thing to settle next. Text few of my frens said I really wanna meet 'em ols but da result really dissapointing me. Finally got replied from my Chinese lad said wanna meet me and watch Transformers together. But ermm... I did watch it and Im about to think to watch Ice Age 3. But since he hasn't watch it yet so I juz ok wif him. Fortunately it is Wednesday. So the price is quite kool. hehehhehe....

So here we go, afta watch it we take a ride to salak south for dinner. I actually have to go back exactly on dat nyte wif my brother but then one of my fren suddenly replied my msg said wanna meet me by the day next to take all his stuffs left inside my house on da previous month. The problem is, the reason why I came wif my brother is juz bcuz my brother wan me to be his companion when going back to Kuantan later. Because he will take a long nyte ride. Suddenly I told him I cant company him. A little bit argue wif him. Juz bcuz of dis fren. Then he juz go without notice me. " nnti ko blk ktn jgn kn soh aku dtg amek ko!!" Ouch!!! a last text msg from him.

Since I did told my fren dat I hav to go back to my hometown by da day next and ask him not to coming late because I afraid if dat I might also catch late bus. Suddenly nearly 3pm he sent me a text msg " Shark, klau u nak blek kg dl0, xpela sbb i tat0 lg kol bpe nk dtg umah u". A very dissaptoinment text msg of him. Aku dah macam hadoiii kalo mcm ni bek aku tak gado dgn abg aku semalam. After dat I packed all my stuff and take lrt to Puduraya station. I reach there alsmot 5pm. Askin few counters but all da tickets is da night ride. So suck!!! I cant take night trip cuz it's about 4 hours. If I get late how to get bus or even taxis. Wif hand grasp, down and moody I juz went back to my house in Cheras. Memang kimak.

In conclusion I always askin myself why I did all dis things to my fren. I always did everything juz to pleasure them. But in da end, I juz got nuthin in return. Rubbish me!

SharQ " Babi pon tak tension macam aku"

Why you so obsessed with me Part 1

2009-07-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

I dun really think da blog tittle is suit or not, but wateva it is, who care~ as I dun really care much bout dis things, hahahaha... ya laugh~

ok here da thing, I actually juz wanna write bout some product which I used almost 2 months but theres tottally no effect at all to me... The product is Bio-essence. 24k bio-gold contains eye contour lifting serum. A bottle cost me RM 129.oo. I bought it at Watson. Im actually having terrible nightmare due to da eyebags surrounding my eyes. Very terrible one. People sure not realise dat Im having an eyebags due to da heavy make up I used. and. People sure didnt notice dat Im actually wearing make up. Bcoz Im very expert to make up myself. Juz for myself not for others...

Everytime I went out. I took more than an hour to make sure dat Im tottally look good in front of paparazi. But, sometime I did asking myself wat for I did all dis things? No paparazi staring at u for sure.... but dats me... berangan kuat... hahahaha.... So, on one fine day, I mean back on a year before, I suddenly realise dat Im getting older and older. I saw my eyebags. Sure I didnt realise it before. Few stupids herbs I tries but da result totally depressing me. Until I had a super depressed ( Kemurungan melampau). No pills can cure. I mean in terms of my deprresed la...

One day, I went to Watson store at KLCC, during my lunch break, Oh ya, FYI, Im working with Petronas before. :p...

All of sudden, a very beautiful amoi approaching me. A promoter of cos'. I tot at first she mocking me due to my big frame glasses I wore but then she said Im having eye bags. Yea of cos' I hav. Then she said its worst. Finally she introducing me wif her product. Hahahaha.... very nice trick of an experienced promoter. But she's quite cute. I can't focus on her bubbling cuz she's dangerously fuckin hot. adorable. and wat else for a young guy like me to expect more?. Nutin else juz starin at her face and her boob of course. Ouch~ She also show me da way to applied dat cream. Juz gently rub around your eyes. Twice a day. Oh boy, Im hard enuff.... awwww... so bisex dowh~

Ok stop bout her. So, shortly I juz bought dat bio essence product. Not juz bcuz of her for real, but its as a solution for my eyebags. I swear it's not bcuz Im staring her boob. Yea, she did mention dat I can see the result aftew two weeks if I non-stop use it. So o.k I juz use as directed. Now, its not really two weeks. Its almost two months. Imagine how much Ringit I lost? I bottle RM129.00, 2 bottles??? Its more than RM250. Dat is so rubbish. Da result? absoluately no improvement at all. I cant see any diffentiation. I lost my trust on dat product. Seriously!!!... kimak je :(

Now, Im juz waiting for my skin to natural back before I try another product. L'oreal men expert. Vita Lift Eye. Also for eyebags removal. The price so reasonable. Juz for RM47.90. I jz cant stop on trying da new product. Haih~

SharQ " Wish Me Luck "

Jika nasibmu begitu...

2009-06-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

As per our tele-conversation.

Fren : SharQ, ermmm... aku nak pinjam RM100 boleh?
SharQ : Fuh! Dat is too much. Wuthca gonna do wif dat money?
Fren : Ala... pls.... I really needed...
SharQ : Nape tak mintak kat ur parents jew?
Fren : I tried, but disapproved... Aku baru dapat keje and need money to support me

*** tak abes I dah potong**

SharQ : Laa... juz clearly explainantion to ur mom. I sure she will understand u. Ko kan anak dia.
Fren : Even, I was her son, but I knew her than u. She need to spend money for her daughter!
SharQ : Woew~ ur sound macam temper je. For wat occasion thou?
Fren : Tak ar, aku tak marah, but juz... u know I am a son. U know how's my family deal wif all sons aite~
SharQ : Yea, lyke sonna of bitch! I used to be like u too.... we r in da same boat...
Fren : Taw xpe. My parents going to johor dis coming friday for my sister's credential. My mom told dat they need to spend money on dat. But if goes to my side, I dont think they will did da same thing.

SharQ : huh??? credential??? adek ko kn blaja lagi? she went to army ke?
Fren : hmmm.... ntah la, as I dont care too much dat things but dat wat my mom told. Dulu mase aku nak konvo, haram kejadah nak datang. Kalo anak perempuan, graduate UPSR pon beriya.
SharQ : da la tuh, my family oso like tat maa... mane ade diorg dtg tgk aku konvo. Hepi je aku...

Fren : Da la sharQ. I knew u well. I adore u. Im not stronger as u. Kalo aku boleh jadi ko~
SharQ : hehehehe... u too much on me... I juz like u. But if people do anything to u even ur close one, u cannot sit back and crying all da time. U still need to do something kan? Same goes to me... aku pon penat da way my family treat me but I going to determine da way of my life not 'em.
Fren : kalo aku macam ko.

SharQ : O.kla, but boleh tak nego a bit. hehehehe.... aku bagi ko RM50???
Fren : If can, I wont ask dat amount. I really urgntly needed. ( desperate sound )
SharQ : Haih~ Aku pon da tak banyak duit ni. Ko ade keje untuk aku tak?
Fren : Nanti aku tnye tmpat aku. But first, pls... money...
SharQ : ermm... aku pon serba salah la nok
Fren : I promise I will pay
SharQ : I know but...
Fren : tolong la...
SharQ : O.kla, ko bagi no CIMB ko, aku transfer skrg.
Fren : Maybank taleh?
SharQ : aku malah la nak menapak kuar. Panas skrg.
Fren : o.k2. I'll msg u a.s.a.p tenkiu sgt2... ko la harapan aku.
SharQ : Kalau la time aku susah aku ade member mcm ko ade aku....
Fren : Even u dont hav, remember god always by ur side...
SharQ : emm ko cakap pasal tuhan ni aku tak berani nak lawan. Watever la nok...
Fren : I really appreciate. Thanks taw~
SharQ : yea~ wateva... bye...

*** I guess he did said bye but I immediately click da red button on my phone... tuuut tuuut tuut***

Afta dat I realize myself, I dun hav too much. Shud I juz ignore him? I didnt promise to him yet. Naaa... kenot do lyke dat. One day u'll get ur return. I believe in karma. I juz wonder why there is no equality in treating your kids. How stupid is he/she, they still your kids. A priceless god gifted. My fren is actualy sharing da same situation wif me but I dun know wether he or me is da most complicated one. But, how complicated it is, I always take a very simple solution. Teruskan hidup....

*** Conversation shown above bukaan rekaan semata mata. It is based on da real story but telah diterbalikkan watak untuk menyimpang sesuatu perkara ***

SharQ " FORGIVE ME "

Pesal plak dia tagg aku

2009-06-13T20:01:00.000-07:00

1.APAKAH NAMA BLOG ANDA & KENAPA ANDA MEMILIH NAMA ITU?
- BLOGSharQ : Walks wif passion... cuz I learn sumthin in my life, no matter how hard it is, u still need to go thru wif it.

2. APAKAH LINK BLOG ANDA SEKARANG & BAGAIMANA BOLEH TIMBUL IDEA UNTUK MENAMAKANNYA SEPERTI ITU?
- http://azlansyah.blogspot.com/.. idea itu timbul semasa saya tiada idea untuk menamakannya :p

3. APAKAH 'METHOD' PENULISAN DALAM BLOG ANDA?
- Maaf saya kurang jelas maksud "Method" penulisan. Perincikan untuk masa akan datang.

4. PERNAH TERASA NAK HAPUSKAN BLOG ANDA? SEBABNYA?
- Ngak bisak donk! Kernanya gue ngak promosin blog gue. Sesiapa terjumpa bacalah. Ianya nukilan peribadi saya.

5. ORANG SETERUSNYA UNTUK DI-TAG?
1. Sharq bitch
2. Lovie
3. Qawiem
4. K-ren
5. Koya
6. Mustno.syaQila
7. Syirin Nadia Najat
8. Shah.Legno
9. Fahana.Anuar

Maafin gue, gayanya gue ngak bisa tagging people

Yakin je dengan diri sendiri

2009-06-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

Happy buffday to myself.... hehehehe....

I wuz born on June 9 hehehehehee....

I old now.... at least a year than before... hiks~ as usual I didint celebrate it. Juz bear on my own mind dat da day of my buffday~

Thanks to a few of my frens who wish mybuffday along wif my siblings and not to forget my love one... hehehhe...

Thanks to miss jesse for spending my buffday nyte wif me... as usual as we did in da past... hehehehe....

ape lagi??? tahla... I now thinking of going back my hometown because there's nuthin much I can do here in KL.... and bla bla bla..... dunno wat to say... haish....

ermmm okla... epy buffday to me....

Nyte u ols~

SharQ is sharQ

ermmm.... beli je lah yang baru....

2009-06-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

The sequel of da story which I juz lost my sony ericson phone. The K800i. I still on da sad mood on da lost of dat phone but wat else can I do other then juz sit back and relax. Calm down and be more patient. Because SharQ was born to be a very2 patient guy. I juz cant sleep dat nyte. How cruel da pick pocket. I swore U wont get ur life freedom. I ask god to condemn u to da hell... never get return to heaven. U ask my forgiveness first...

But then, I need a new phone. I dun hav a phone for a moment. I really2 need a phone. How saddest myself it is, I can't juz think wat has gone. Thing dat has gone never return back. Dunno maybe can maybe cannot but I presume it will not. Haih... So, a day after dat I called my bestie pertaining dat matter, shud I buy a new one or not. She's juz supporting me in wateva I do... hehehhe.... thanks Miss Jesse.... dat da reason y I love u so much....

So today, After I back from the wedding ceremony of my fren somewhere in bangi, I get myself prepared to MidValley. The most easiest, convinent, and fastest way to reach from my house. Even I knew dat I lost my phone over dat KTM station. But. A man must be strong. So do I... Hehehehe... Berangan je... Actually I learned a new lesson. Pls be more extra careful wif personal beloings afte dis. I actually didnt care much about my personal stuff because I never experienced dis kind of things in my life since for last 8 years I residence in Kuala Lumpur. So dis is my first and hopefully will be da last bad experience in my life. A very good story telling to tell my kids and great grand kids in da future... Hiks~

Enuff bubblin... I juz bought a new sony ericson K850i... not da latest brand but I think da greater improvement from my previous phone. I oso redeem a new simcard from celcom centre las friday. I can simply buy a new number but then dat number is a symbol of relationship between me and my bestie. Da number exactly almost da same but only last 2 digits is different. Still not different digits, da number remains da same but only turn front and back only...

Ape2 pon, I will be more carefull aftwerward... a good learning curves...

SharQ " ikat perot la bulan ni... "

Adeq, doakan untuk abang sekali ye...

2009-06-04T10:49:00.000-07:00

Time goes by so slowly??? I dun think so...

I rarely met my little sista. Once in a while. Maybe once in a year but dat was while we still kids. We didnt grew up together due to my mom separtely us part. She's stay wif my granparents while me wif my family. I dunno why but, my mom got her own reason. Then later when she's turned to 18, she went to Egypt for her studies. Even we didnt grew together, she's still my bioligical sister. The different is, she's got two families which consist 2 dads and moms. She's also got another 6 brothas. It's happend when she's still baby. My auntie, which is my mom sista usd to gave her, her own breast milk which according to Moslem, she's biologically my auntie's daughter. So complicated but dat da truth.

Later, she's now 19. She back to Malaysia for a while and then later will persuing her study back in Eygpt. But before dat she will perform the "umrah" small hajj in Islamic terms. I now realized dat Im not dat young anymore. On saturday 30th, she went to Jeddah. Fortunately, I used to catch her in KLIA before she flew. Even very short. less than 15 minutes. It's all my mitskes. If I didnt left my wallet on my house dat day, I think we manage to met my sista a bit more longer. I also confused.... Suppose her flight is at 1 pm... but then she need to standby inside imigresen area for an hour. earlier. I arrived at KLIA wif my bestie around 11am. So shittt....

Only few pictures taken. I try to control my emotion. Im about to cried actually but I can't show it. But actually in my heart only god know. I dunno when I can meet her back. My las word to her " adeQ doakan untuk abang sekali ye ".... My bestie also...." doakan kan saya sekali..." but then my sister asked " Siapa nama akak??? " hehehehe.... I hope my sista pray for her too.... She went wif her breast milk mom and families. My auntie also bought all her kids together. The youngest I think is about 5 years old if I'm not mistaken. Wow... small kid perform the umrah...

Aku tah bile la plax...hehehehe....

Anyhow, I really hope my sista doing well over there. I somehow really miss her. Imagine we only met once in a year which only during on eid festives.... Now? Dunno leh.... Hope to meet her sooner or later....

One more thing, she used to cover her face and wore all black from head to toe.... But she's didint practice it in Malaysia due to da environment. She's got her own reason... Watch her face carefully.... she's 90% off my mom...hehehehe..... Thanks oodie for da ride.... I owe u.... kesian sport rim ko kene sagat.... da la kena saman plak tuh....

SharQ " AdeQ, abg rindu kt adeQ...."

I juz lost my sony ericson phone

2009-06-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to midvalley meet my fellas. Then later at 8 pm I went to MidValley KTM station to take da ktm back to my house. Very crowded at da station. After bought da ticket to salak south where my house is, I stair down to wait da komuter. Once da komuter arrived, everyone is like pigs chased by its owner to the cage. All of sudden I realized dat someone had put the hand inside my pocket but da door had closed b4 I realized da pick pocket has gone. I swore to the pick pocket dat ur life wont blessive and get your freedom.

Shud you realise u r now owing me... U need to beg my fogiveness before u can go peace at the end of ur life. Sin to god is different between sin to a man. Please be aware of dat. I have no mood to talk more. I pray to god now. Return to me back or u life wont be easy as before. God will condemn you to hell.... O' my lord, please let this mankind get his/her revenge once stole my phone. Ameeen....

Sharq " Depressed"

Ade aku kesah????

2009-06-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

Da word of " aku " mostly used to show my temper mood. In watever condition, I'm hardly use dat kind of word to my fren or post new entry for my blog but this tyme Im about to use it for dis blog. Ade aku kesah is a malay sentence thus, da meaning in english is " Do I like care??? " yessssaaa.... I ekceli care for nuthing. Those haters will hate me even for a little mistake or sumthin I un-acceidenly notify wat wrong I did to 'em. For me, It's better if we juz take it in a simple solution. Juz forgive and forget. No need to publish ur hatered to people but of cuz u ekeli pointing on me. Even ur words may got few hidden meaning, but pls take notice dat I'm not dat kinda stupid dumb ass where u can simply dumb me. If u think so, naaaa u juz absoluately wrong my dear. Dun be such a freaking fuckin faggot to me. EVEN U R!!! haish....

Here, I juz wud lyke to take ur attention, juz wanna tell u some stories about me. About my life in da previous. I did hav frens, few or more still concern dat I did hav. Some of 'em stick to loyal wif me but some betray or stabbing me on my back. But for me I jz take simply on it. I dun need to think about those who hate me. No I dont. If I hav to loose fren, I will accept it. Back on my previous life where I live as a student, went to university, at first everything is cool but later, when they live in a tribes, some still accept me, some will betray on me, and some juz be in da between of lines.

But for me, wateva it is, I dun really think about it. For I hav a simple words where I always bear on my mind....." Diorg ke yang bagi aku makan??? ". So as I live my life as simle like dat, I wont care how people talk and hate me much. I still need to survive myself. How critics, how praised they on me, I juz live my life in a very positive way. Tak perlu nak beratkan kepala otak memikirkan mende yang takde kejadah tuh. Watever it is, life muz goes on. Go and go until u die. If u let ur mind to think wut ppl like to talk 'bout u I think u juz ruin ur life. At the end, u may be do sumthin stupid to urself. Dun let ur stupidity control your mind.

To those people who still feel not satisfy bout me, please revise ur own mind. Am I care about u??? pls fellas I hav lot to go through, lot to think. Dun u think ur words can bring me down. Im sharQ, I wuz born immortality to be a survivor. I help people not bcuz I pity of 'em, dont even ask 'em to repay me. I knew god always be on my side. I trust god. I'm not an atheis....

SharQ " tak abes2 nak tgk aku jatoh "

silly boi silly boi why u actin lyke a silly boi...

2009-05-31T09:59:00.001-07:00

If I given option to choose boyfren of bestfren, I'll definetely go for bestfren. For me, boys juz come and go lyke season. U dun hav to say to me dat U gave ur love to me but in the end u've got nuhing in return. Yes!!! U'll got nuthin bcuz I rather go for my bestfren first. I can live without love but I can't live without my bestfren. In hard situation my bestfren always around me and calm me down but wat do ur boyfren did? He juz go wif another guy... trust me...

I am a loyal one. I can only stick to a person at one time. U can hav my word! I do bear in mind boyfren will not last forever. I am a Moslem. As my religious strictly probihited to go a relationship wif the same gender. But wat a small man lyke me afford to do? I juz simply not obey the law but in da same time I swear dat I do hav a fear to my god.

But if I given an option between fren or girlfren both will come to my priority. I knew if I got a gurlfren, sooner or later, I will marry her if we both got own chemistry. Please bear in ur own mind, if u born to be a homoseks, having an affair wif guy is not a good choice especially to those born as a Moslem. I dun think dat I am a homoseks bcuz I do hav feeling on a girl neither. It juz a time will decide. I juz need nobody to correct me. Let the time determine.

Pls dun be a silly boi. Dun trust da relationship between same sex gender.... Trust me dear...

SharQ "a heartbreaker"

Apabila Rakyat Mula Bosan

2009-05-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sejenak berfikir tentang kecelaruan politik di Malaysia kini semakin kacau bilau. Kejap mahkamah putuskan yang seorang ni menteri besar yang sah. Kemudia keputusan berubah kata menteri besar yang ini pula yang sah. Apa2 pon keputusan mahkamah kita harus akur dan terima dengan rela hati walaupon hati kita sering kali menidakkan akan hakikat yang berlaku. Untuk rakyat Negeri Perak, ada yang suka dan ada pula sebaliknya.

Apa2 pun saya sebagai rakyat Malaysia sedikit sebanyak merasakan terkilan. Walau terkilan manapon saya, mahkamah telah pon membuat keputusan dan keputusan itu tidak boleh dicabar kecuali saya seorang pemerintah. Harus diingat semua hakim di Malaysia dilantik oleh Yang Di-pertuan Agong atas nasihat seorang Perdana Menteri. Bukan agong boleh suka hati lantik siapa yang dia suka, tapi atas nasihat perdana menteri.

Bagi saya keputusan yang paling tepat adalah dengan memberikan rakyat memilih siapa yang berhak untuk menerajui kerajaan mereka sendiri. Bukan mahkamah mahupon sultan. Saya tidak menyokong mana2 pihak tapi demi Allah berkatalah benar. Berpeganglah pada prinsip demokrasi. Rakyat Malaysia kini bukan bodoh dan boleh diperkotak katikkan. Atas dasar kerajaan Barisan Nasional Malaysia menjadi maju. Tapi maju adalah kerana visi jauh seorang pemimpin yang amat disegani dunia iaitu Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohammad. Selepas beliau meletak jawatan secara sukarela akibat kebencian melampau terhadap parti serta penyangak bangsa beliau sendiri, tiada pemimpin yang mempunyai visi yang jauh seperti beliau. Digantikan dengan seorang pemimpin bekas lulusan pelajar agama di Universiti Malaya, Tun Abdullah Badawi. Perlu di ingatkan Tun Abdullah terlebih dahulu adalah pelajar jurusan ekonomi di UM tetapi menukar ke aliran Agama selepas gagal dalam jurusan ekonomi. Tak perlulah saya buktikan fakta ini. Semak je dgn pihak UM...

Atas kesedaran sendiri dan faktor sekeliling, saya merasakan bahawa rakyat Malaysia kini muak dengan permainan politik kotor masa kini. Semoga Allah merahmati semua pemimpin2 kita samada pembangkang ataupon kerajaan. Semoga Allah membuka pintu hati pemimpin UMNO, jauhkan lah politik wang serta amalan rasuah.

SharQ " Kenapa Malaysia ni???"

Happy 21th buffday Dato' Ferr...

2009-05-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

waaa.... now fer legally for clubbing... and the most koolest things is, he also celebrate his buffday inside da club... LaQueeN.... we didnt manage to go to oblique due to excessive number of people for dat nyte. I wanna rekemen to ol' clubbers, if u wanna go to LaQueeN, then saturday nyte is da most suitable day. hehehehe.... really no people there. Juz us... the J.Bian... hahahaha....

I dun wan to talk more pertaining dis matter. Juz wanna say dat, dat nyte is my first nyte ever since for the four years I went for clubbing, I dance on da stage... not da dance floor but da stage... I dare to expose myself for short minutes appearance exclusively for ferr... wah~ berangan Diva jap.... ehehehe.... wat eva it is, thanks to those who invite me... thank u very much...

Demi Allah berkatalah benar...

2009-05-15T13:08:00.000-07:00

Sori kalau entri kali ni lebih kepada soal agama sedangkan saya seorang yang amat jahil agama terutama agama anutan saya sendiri, Islam. Tetapi entri kali ini tak lebih dari pendapat seorang Melayu beragama Islam setidak tidaknya masih mengamalkan dan mengetahui asas asas agama Islam itu sendiri.

Allah tidak menjadikan bumi ini khusus untuk umat Islam semata mata mahupon untuk bangsa Arab, bangsa Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Allah jadikan bumi ini untuk semua mahkhluk ciptaannya. Termasuk lah bangsa Yahudi laknatullah. Begitu juga Malaysia. Allah tak jadikan Malaysia ini untuk bangsa Melayu tetapi semua bangsa yang lain. Biarlah Melayu hilang didunia, biarlah Melayu tergadai bangsa tetapi janganlah tergadai agama. Islam itu untuk semua. Islam itu sangat menghormati semua agama.

Tidak ada negara bukan Islam dalam dunia ini menghormati atau setidak tidaknya mengiktiraf Islam. Tetapi setiap negara Islam didunia ini tetap mengiktiraf agama lain. Sekurang kurangnya membenarkan agama mereka diamalkan tanpa sebarang sekatan. Itulah indahnya Islam. Ini adalah common view. Tak perlu saya buktikan fakta fakta ni semua.

Situasi di Malaysia sangat unik. Malaysia is truly Asia. we gotta see Chinese with different dialects, Indian wif different languages all together staying in Malaysia as one nation. Malaysian. Malay as the owner of da land should be proud of themselves as their rights and priviledges still protected under the federal constitution law and act. Malaysia is for Malaysian. As long as we Malaysian, we should stay together no matter wat races we are. Disagree nor agree me?
Tepuk dada tanya selera.

Kalau suatu hari nanti anak cucu kita tanya adakah Melayu itu masih ada, jawablah, Melayu itu dizahirkan sebagai seorang yang beragama Islam. Dan Islam itu tetap ada bersama jiwa bangsa Melayu. Cuma bangsa Melayu telah hilang didunia tetapi agama Allah tetap wujud. Allah tetap akan melindungi agamanya. Allah juga akan melindungi sesiapa yang masih dengan agamanya, mengamalkannya tetapi Allah tidak melindungi bangsa Melayu mahupun bangsa Arab atau mana2 bangsa. Allah ciptakan agama Islam untuk semua bangsa, dan Islam itu dicipta untuk melindungi semua agama.

Hehehe...
tetiba malam mcm ni dtg wahyu....
:D

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah dari yang maha kuasa

2009-05-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

Aku lelaki punya hati nurani

Yang tak dapat dibohongi

Pabila cinta tlah membutakan mata

Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati

Belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah

Dari yang maha kuasa

Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah

Meskipun kita berbeza

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati

Belahan jiwaku ini..

Aku lelaki aku kaum adam

Yang memang keras hatinya

Aku lelaki aku punya cinta

Selayaknya manusia

SharQ " Feeling2 Dato' Siti Gitew~"

SharQ, are U b!tch???

2009-05-02T17:15:00.000-07:00

Las nyte I went to sumone house. First, I tot juz wanna havva late supper and yea we did. Havva chit chat till late. Around 2am if I'm not mistake la. Then dia tanye, "U nak balik ur house or mine???". I pon cakap " dunwan la... I dun wan meet your roomate lew". " My roomate nyte shift liao!!" on da respond. I wuz ok wif...

But shitt... I leave my cigarrates in my house. " Can I go back pick up my rokok first?" I ask. " Nop~ u can't smoke if wif me" dia ckap... Aiyohhh... mamposla aku macam ni... So my heart beating fastly as I cant hav a cigar. But then I think it's da best time to slowly decrease a number of my cigar. One day I need to stop smoking. I knew it's not good. But I told ya, I wuz trouble. And U know Im no good... wah berangan jup lagu amy whinehouse. Hehehehe....

So arrived at rumah dia. My thy eyes is about to shut. Im juz waiting virgorously for da room to turned dark. And here it come. Im slept~ We slept together. We both sleepy.

As da day turned bright, early at 7am, I awoke. still felt sleepy. But I can't be there more than that hour due to housemate dia will coming back short soon. So I ask to go back and told dat I wish I cud meet U back. Good respond~ Hehehehe....

Conclusion, we ol' do nuthin on dat nyte ok. Dont simply make any bastard conclusion ya...

hehehehe...

SharQ " I think Im In LOVE"

Truth or Dare

2009-04-30T22:51:00.000-07:00

I went to my fren ous las nyte. I was quite bored staying inside my ous bcuz all my housemate balik kampung already. So It wuz only me in da ous. So fucking boring. Later I text my buddies. Juz for nuthin. Perhaps tu cure my boredom all around. Phew~

Around twelve sumthing he replies my msg " U wan go out yumcha wif me and buddies??". "Whose buddie?" as I sent back. After we both agree, he came to my park and fetch for yumcha juz around da area.. After yumcha he ask me wether I wanna go back neither came to his house to play truth or dare games. Since I mite damn bored if I go back to my house, I agree wif da plan.

Here we go, playing da truth and dare games. Let jz skip wat we played. I lost!!! So fucking shitt... I dun know y my luck wuz so bad. Not at dis tyme. But everytime. As for the sequence, it's a truth and dare games! U hav to do watever u asked to do if u loose. So I've been asked to do dis stupid things. Suck his cock till he cum. OH MY FUCKING GOD! I really can't imagine how to do dis. He's a chinese. of course uncut one. ewwww~ choooiii...

Da best part is, he's da most gorjes of all us. But still.... erghhh~
They were all drunk. Some half drunk. I had two glasses of Laichi Martini but I swear I was sober after gulping down a bottle of mineral water. And I did... Yesss!!!! I did... Infront of 'em. He's got 6 inch baby. Da most nauseatin part is he, hold my head when his cumming. For fucking god sake it is very disgust taste ever and I forcing myself to swallow all his liquid dream. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck fuckkkk!!! I cant handle it if it still inside my mouth. After dat, Im loath. Find few bottles of coke to neautrilzed my tongue! God! Y am I doing dis... Im afraid if I get pregnant. But I dun think so. Hahahaha.... but somehow I did enjoyed it. Lalalala.... :P

Enuff~
SharQ in da mood of yucksss.

I'm Kool Freak it Out...

2009-04-17T11:57:00.000-07:00

Saya rasa macam nak menulis dalam bahasa Melayu modern...

Rabu April 1, lpas opis hour, saya tengok citer unborn. Cerita horror. Seram sikit2 je. Tapi takpela sebab harga tiket dia RM7. Cerita psal kembar yang mati dalam perot. Malas nak ingat da la... Habis je citer tuh, saya lari pergi balik kat TGV sebab nak tengok citer 12 rounds. Hehehehe... Hari rabu saya memang tgk 2 citer sekaligus. Sebab murah... kekekeke.... Citer ni pasal Alient. The Rock berlakon. The reason saya tertarik sebab watak Alient adelah seorg budak yg cute gile. Tu jeh. Ouchh~

Rabu minggu lepas saya pergi tengok citer Talentime sorang2. Saya guna waktu bekerja...Hehehehe... Bos gi meeting, so paham2 je la. Ending dia saya menangis. Yasmin Ahmad... ko memang cilake. Saya tak pernah menangis sepanjang hidup gara2 menonton filem atau drama. Tapi Yasmin Ahmad dah pon buat saya menangis. Haiz... Selamat masa tuh hari Rabu, waktu office hour, so dalam tuh tak ramai orang. Then masuk ofis buat macam muka tak bersalah. Hehehehe....

Then, Isnin minggu ni plak saye gi tengok citer Jangan Tegor. Saya pakai student kad saya. Diorg tak cek pon. So harga tiket dia RM8. hehehe... Mak aii... citer ni memang seram. Ni la citer Melayu yang horror paling seram saya tengok. Citer ni pasal tak puas ati sebab harta pusaka je. Pastu kena bunoh. Pastuh antu tu datang balas dendam. Macam tu je la. Serba ringkas je. Saya gi tengok sorang2 gak. Maklumla kerja kt KLCC. Turun je opis sah2 suria KLCC. Takyah gi jauh2.

Rabu tu plak, saya tengok citer Fast & Furios 4. Dengan kwan saya. Dia berbangsa Tionghua. Dulu2 mase kenal dia, dia sgt fasih ckap Melayu. Skrg ni saya cakap kantoese je dgn dia. Saya boleh ckp kantonese u ols. Takdela fasih mane pon. Citer ni pasal balas dendam gak. Gempak gak citer ni. Ending dia saya rasa Vin Diesel tu tak jadi kot masuk penjara. Ntahla sebab dia macam tergantung sampai kt situ je.

Khamis semalam gigi saya sakit. Filling yang 3 tahun lepas dah tercabot. Mak aii demi tuhan sakit nak mampos. Pagi tu gi jumpe doktor tapi doktor soh extraction bile dah tak sakit nanti. Tapi saya tak nak sebab tu gigi untuk saya kunyah. So saya telan pongstan je. Ubat tahan sakit gigi. Khamis tu saya tak gi kerja. Tak MC pon. Tapi monteng... hehehe...

Sekarang kat opis saya tak buat kerja design dah. Saya buat Public Relation. So saya selalu call kawan2 saya tanpa reason. Even kat overseas. Hehehehe... Tu je la update terkini. Esok saya nak gi Putrayaja. Lepak dgn kawan2... Au Revoir~

SharQ in da mood of " The World is not Enough"

Tahniah Kepada Dato' Sri Ir. Nizar Jamaluddin

2009-04-08T07:43:00.001-07:00

Congratulation for your success maintaining Bukit Gantang parliamentary under PAS and Pakatan Rakyat. Allah bless u.... To UMNO itself, do ur best for ur next election. InsyaAllah if u fights in da right lane, the Malaysian wont hesitate to vote for u back. One more thing, please stop political racist. No more "ketuanan Melayu". We are Malaysian. We hav to accept the Chinese, Indian and other ethnic group as Malaysian. One Country One Nation. I hate rasist.

kembali kurus...

2009-04-08T07:26:00.001-07:00

The result after nearly 3 weeks I put myself on diet. Thx god I'm 62kg's by ryte... I need to reduce another 2 kg's to my average weight. Sigh~ No more McD... Juz ate rice all da tyme... Haizzz~

Lame Tak Update Blog

2009-03-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

Dat mean, I've got nuthing to say, also there is no news to be updated. I got bundle of works unstoppable in my office. Thank god soon it will be over. But before everything will be over, I need to complete all da tasks given in da exact tyme. Da exact tyme means, a very short period. Short period also means, u dun hav any tyme to chill out wif ur buddies, clubbing, go for muvee, parties even having yumcha wif my lads. Dat sucks~

But then patients is indeed. So all I need to do now is juz stay calm, relax, take a very deep breathe and release. Then again do da same things over and over again sampai mampos. Sigh~ By ryte I juz came bak from my fren house somewhere in sunway pyramid. The location located nearby to subang area. Wat did I've done? I olso dont know. Hahahaha... Wat my phantom readers presume? Hav fun??? Em em... na na na.... I dun wan to state and bastard sentences. Hahahaha...

Wat am I bitching here kan... Ekceli I juz wanna wish Welcome April and gud bye March. Tomorrow is an April Fool Day. I hav a very short lists of name of my frens who will be fooled tomorrow. Juz wait.....

Dats all for setakat ni... Sorry for the rubbish updates. Keep waiting for next. Stay tunes... Hahahaha....

SharQ is sighing~

SUNBURST PARTY KL 2009 punya pasal...

2009-03-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

Early in da saturday morning, March 21, I've got called from my bestie, Miss Jesse Lavache, " SharQ ko nak gi tak Sunburst Party kt mount Kiara??". I wuz so damn excited answering " eh? btol ke ni? mestila aku nak. Aku puas ajak kawan2 aku yg lain tapi smua xnak... " as I respond...
" Tapi harga tiket dia RM200, ko ade ke duit???" Miss Jesse's tickling me. " Ain already got da ticket for us, so we juz paid to her laterla" She continue... " Agak mahal yewr but since I miss to meet my bestie buddies I forcing myself to go there. "o.k2 baik ko siap sekarang. I fetch u at Asia Jaya Station around 2pm". She fetch me at Asia Jaya LRT station around 2pm. But then we hav to wait our bestie. They came around 3pm. Agak kimak because KL is so fucking damn hot on saturday. But then my hot turned cold as I saw the cute couple reaching us. It's them. Ain & Qawiem. Hehehehe...

So we been there. Hav to paid RM10 for da car park eventho it's on da road side. 15 minutes walking distance to da entrance. Sunburst pnye pasal!!!... Our camera aren't allowed to get inside. FUCK off dat party. Imagine for RM200 u cant bring ur camera along except for small digicam or phone cam. So we get inside and it's still hot. Burning like hell... I wonder if padang mahsyar was like dis. But I guess it's 100 times hot than dis. Fortunately I bought my scarf atleast I can covered my face from sunburst hell. Ain told me " Ko da macam org Arab plax"... " Panas Dowh~ So the day concert is fuckin very terrible. I dun even know da band exist in Malaysia Land. Selamat ade Aminah, at least I entertained myself. Hahahaha.... So fortunate bcuz I did enjoyed da nyte concert. I've to catch NIDJI band infront of eyes live. Seriuss shitt... I'm screaming non-stop. "Siapa kt sini masih single angkat tangan" Da vocalis asked the crowd. " I raised my hand hoping he saw me... but fortunately not only me raising da hand. Da crowd pon same gak. Miss Jesse sebelah aku lagi excited angkat tangan.

Another thing... I used to watch my 1st time live concert of ESTRANGED. They were really estranged. Da most estranged is ANDY!!!!! awww!!! SCREAAAAMMMMMM!!!! HE'S FUCKING HOT... I wish he knew dat I wus there watching him performing live drumming da drumm. He look so jantan playing da drum... phewww~ Im melting... hehehehe... SIAL KO ANDY....

So I guess dat all da stories on wat happend during da sunburst 09. I didn't like to watch the N.E.R.D and KORN. very pop-corn. I used to stay inside da X-PAX ZONE camp rather then watching the weird people banging their head like da dog breathless. Hahahaha... Seriusly I won't go for next sunburst party next year. Blweeekkkk~
:p

SharQ " oh my god..."

Maybe Agree Perhaps Not...

2009-03-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

Ini adelah isu kedua saya menulis tentang penggunaan Bahasa Inggeris dalam subjek Matematik dan Sains. Saya bukanlah pakar dalam isu ini tapi saya pon ada hak nak menulis. Biarkan saja saya menulis menggunakan medium yang ada dari terus mendemonstrasi jalanan tetapi langsung tidak dipedulikan Kerajaan. UMNO sebagai tonggak utama kaum Melayu, tidak seharusnya terus menerus menjadikan Bahasa Inggeris sebagai bahasa untuk Matematik dan Sains. Seharusnya mencari penyelesaian berhubung isu ini. Tapi tidak, mereka terus mengkhianati bangsa mereka sendiri. Satu hari nanti Melayu hanya pada nama tetapi bahasa penghantar biarpon sesama Melayu akan menjadi bahasa Inggeris. Ini hampir terjadi kerana penggunaan Bahasa Inggeris semakin meluas dikalangan kaum Melayu itu sendiri. Mungkin dalam masa 50 tahun akan datang. Siapa tahu... Saya mengambil contoh seperti tulisan Jawi. Sebaik sahaja ianya dihapuskan disemua sekolah, sekarang, cuba bilang berapa kerat saja anak Melayu mampu membaca tulisan itu selain pelajar Sekolah Ugama. Baru sekarang nak tabur jutaan ringgit konon nak memelihara tulisan jawi dari terus lupus. Ni lah padahnya. Perkara ni mungkin juga akan terjadi pada bahasa Melayu itu sendiri. Percayala...

Ambil contoh Jepon. Biarpon setengah orang mengatakan Japan is a develop country while Malaysia is a developing country but takkan Jepon terus menjadi develop country... Sebelom mereka develop mereka juga adalah developing country tanpa menyingkirkan tulisan serta bahasa mereka. Mereka juga mengkaji bahasa asing serta menterjemahkannya kedalam bahasa Jepon. Sehingga kini mereka berjaya. Malah, sesiapa yang nak belajar atau bekerja di Jepon nak tak nak mesti belajar bahasa Jepon terlebih dahulu. Mereka boleh bangga dengan diri mereka. Tapi kita???

Saranan saya tak lebih daripada memperkasakan dahulu subjek Bahasa Inggeris itu dahulu dari menukar subjek Matematik & Sains dalam bahasa Inggeris. Angkasan Negara Malaysia pon zaman sekolah dia guna bahasa Melayu jugak. Tapi boleh je pergi bulan. Sama macam russia. Dia orang pon tak tergedik gedik nak tukar subjek Matematik dan Sains dalam bahasa Inggeris. Iran pon masih mengekalkan bahasa Parsi. Biarpon semua orang ingat Iran menggunakan bahasa Arab seperti Iraq. Zaman sekolah saya pon menggunakan bahasa Melayu. Untuk kite mahir atau pon tidak dalam bahasa Inggeris tidak akan terjadi hanya dengan menukar subjek Matematik dan Sains kedalam bahasa Inggeris, tetapi tidak lebih atas daya usaha kita sendiri untuk mempelajari bahasa itu. Semua orang pon macam tu.

Pada permulaan bahasa Inggeris digunakan secara rasmi dalam subjek Matematik dan Sains saya amat percaya tidak ramai yang lulus. Mereka lulus disebabkan gred peratusan diturunkan kementerian. Ini satu pengkhianatan. Kalau macam tu saya pon nak zaman saya.

Akhir, saya sebagai Bangsa Malaysia tidak mahu Bahasa Penjajah kembali menjajah bahasa kita. Cukuplah dengan sukatan pendidikan kita menggunakan sukatan negara penjajah. Undang2 kita masih menggunakan undang2 penjajah. Minda bangsa kita sudah dijajah. Perkasakan subjek Bahasa Inggeris saja.

Semalam

2009-03-16T06:14:00.001-07:00

Yesterday... The day before dat I went to seremban. Stayback at one of my old skool fren when I was in hi-skool. Juz for buffday party, but then turned to wild one. Hahahaha... Biasela kalo da fellas~ Hehehehe....

So we celebrate it at his ous. His name is Steve. But not his buffday. It's Shanon's buffday. Happy buffday to u... Steve own a cute puppies. Very cute. Im barely kiss dat puppy but fortunately he remind me dat I'm a Moslem. So wat can I do other than throw dat puppy away. I've been slap by Steve. Awww~ Sorry Steve, I didnt mean dat. I dont even know dat is puppy. It's look like cat tho...

Later I called my advisor of religious asked her pertaining dat matter. " Weh kalo tangan aku kering xpe kn pegang anjing tu pon kering?" I asked her. " Pale otak ko... ko konfiden ke tgn ko kering?? kalo ko konfiden pon ko still kne samak. Dulu ain ade pegang kulit babi tapi smpai skunk xsamak2 lagi. Aku esok kot...hehehehe" She's prononce da fatwa. " O.kla nnti la aku cari tanah kt kl" as I ended our conversation by clicked da red button.

So finish dat party I returned to KL da next morning. Steve need me to be his companion to one of dis exhibition. I juz follow him. Finish on dat we went to Pavilion. But then I hav to met my buddy cuz he want me to catch muvee wif him along. Plus, get along is one of our buddy where we knew him from nyte club. Fairly new knew him but then we became bestie~ So kool!

We watched "City of ember". The story is ok la. But little bit bored. Afta dat we went to PWTC for MATTA fair. Know wat? We been there nearly 9pm. It's nearly closed but then we still manage to catch a booth to book our vacation to Langkawi. Paid da deposit then later went to Kelana Jaya for da dinner. Quite far kan. Hehehehe...

I reached home around 12 sumthin. So penat. I juz slept cuz I've got to work by da day next. Phewww~

SharQ in da mood of where can I get the puddle of mud ni....
Ingt ke lagi aku cara nak samak nih???

Waaa... Saya sudah gemok kembali

2009-03-13T21:46:00.000-07:00

Yes!!! I am...
I am currently 65kg's from 60.... OMG!!!

Just because I work wif Petronas, I have attend lot of events. Sure got makan makan one afterwards. I never let dat precious moment to eat all da fancy dine's where Im not affordable to buy on my own hand. Shitt la...

One of my buddy, we havent see for quite sometimes suddenly told me dat I am a bit chub. I hate people point dat word to me. Because I will diet-death back. Haiiiihhhh~ I need to put myself on diet mood back. I hate dis part! Dis coming April Petronas will organizing da F1 events. It's a big event. I dun think dat I wud escape from this event tho.... sure got banyak makan...OH NOOO~

I only got another 3 weeks to reducing my weight to average. Gloomy people talk to my " U R a man. U shud be a little bit tough or berisi somehow..." But dis shitt people dun know my current age. They might tot dat I am about 20 something. Unfotunately I am absoluately not on dat age anymore. Bile dah agak berusia makan kena jaga. Nanti tak sampai umo 40 perot da boncit...Gemok... Rambut tarak~ euwwww!!! I dun wan be like dat....

SharQ in Disturbia!!!

Wadah Perjuangan UMNO

2009-03-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

UMNO - United Malay National Organization.... Name parti pon sah dah bukan Melayu. Kerja UMNO tak lebih daripada menghapuskan ciri2 identiti bangsa Melayu. Melayu ni agak bodoh. Selamat saya dilahirkan dalam bangsa campuran Melayu - Cina. Takdela patriorisma sgt. Kenapala bangsa Melayu ni pilih UMNO lagi. Sah2 UMNO ni sebenranya perosak umat Melayu. UMNO bukanlah parti untuk memperjuangkan bangsa Melayu sebaliknya menghapuskan ciri2 bangsa Melayu itu sendiri. Tak ubah seperti Mustapa Kamal Atartuk, Bapa perosak Turki.

Kenapa saya tak teragak2 benci dengan UMNO dan semakin lame semakin menyampah. Kat sini saya senaraikan sebab2 saya...

1. Bangsa Melayu hilang identiti melalui tulisan Jawi sebaik UMNO berkuasa, seterusnya menghapuskan tulisan itu menggantikan tulisan roman alphabet dgn alasan masyarakat pelbagai kaum.

2. Islam hanya pada nama, ISLAM adalah agama rasmi bagi Persekutuan Semenanjung. Tapi ciri2 Islam tak lebih dari sekadar banggunan di Putrajaya dan RekaBentuk Menara berkembar Petronas KLCC. Islam itu sangat sepi dipandang oleh UMNO. Rakyat M'sia perlukan Islam lebih dari banggunan memerlukan Islam.

3. Islam itu sekadar pegangan bukan amalan. Dipraktikan tetapi tidak diamalkn. UMNO hanya menutup sebelah mata apabila kes murtad semakin menjadi2 tetapi menggantikan dgn PAS buta mata sebab tak taw berapa ramai org bkn Islam masuk Islam. Ini mainan politik UMNO.

4. Bangsa Melayu kehilangan hak dari subjek pembelajaran Sains dan Matematik digantikan dgn Bahasa Penjajah. Apekah UMNO ni? Selepas ni Subjek ape? Pendidikan Islam dgn Bahasa Spain??? alasan UMNO utk mnjadi bangsa Maju kite harus mempelajari bahasa Inggeris sebab yang agak bodoh. Kalau macam tu, bangsa Jepun ketinggalan zaman la??? Tak ramai bangsa jepun tau gune Bahasa Inggeris beb!!!

5. Bahasa Melayu ditukar kepada Bahasa Malaysia. Alasan sebab masyarakat majmuk. Cube perati btol2. Kaum Cina Malaysia fasih tak berbahasa Malaysia ni. Bandingkan Kaum Cina Indonesia... Jauh panggang dari api... Kaum Cina Indonesia lebih fasih menggunakan Bahasa Indonesia itu sendiri. Ini barula masyarakat majmuk. Satu negara satu bahasa satu bangsa. UMNO ni dah jauh menyimpang.

6. Jubah dan purdah tak boleh pakai kalau nak menjadi penjawat awam. Tapi pakai seksi2 takpe. Biar pon nk nmpak celah bedah. Selamat Nik Aziz pegang Kelantan, boleh perbetulkan akidah org Kelantan yang tak betul tuh. Tapi negeri lain???

PAS - Parti Islam Se-Malaysia. Nama pon dah melayu. Perlembagaan PAS tak menghalang mane2 kaum untuk jadi ahli parti tetapi mesti beragama Islam. Perlembagaan UMNO menghalang org bukan Melayu/Bumiputera utk menjadi ahli tetapi tidak mestinya beragama Islam. Nanti mati malaikat tak tanye kite bangsa apa, tapi tanya agama dulu. PAS cuma mintak ISLAM, UMNO tak lebih dari bersandiwara ISLAM Hadhari. Sebab tu kain tudung pon pakai masa pemilihan parti saje. Tu pon pakai ala2 bangsa Iran gak. Kita berfahaman Sunnah bukan Syiah. Islam itu satu. Tak ade yang lain. Islam itu untuk semua bangsa.

Dulu mase saya belajar Matematik da Sains dalam Bahasa Malaysia. O.k je. Tapi saya masih ketinggalan sebab tak pelajari bahasa Arab. So saya tak taw maksud ayat2 Al-Quran. Sebab? Bahasa Arab tak diwajibkan. Saya sangat fasih bertutur dan menulis dalam bahasa Inggeris. Famili saya tak pandai sangat cakap omputih ni sebab bahasa utama keluarga saya adalah Melayu Kelantan. Hehehehe... Biarpon kiteorg beribu batu dari Kelantan. Dan saya? ketinggalan???

Saya bukan anti UMNO, saya cume sgt terkilan dgn mainan politik kotor masakini. Kenapala UMNO ni tak habis2 merosakkan bangsa Melayu. Tepuk dada tanye selera...
Jangan smpai satu ari nnti melayu hilang identiti~

Watchmen...

2009-03-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

I went to midvalley GSC cinema las monday, 9th March 2009 wif my fren. Fairly new knew him via social network called dot dot dot.... ehehehe... He's quite good.... but this not the story bout him or me... It's about muvee which we both catch to watched dat day.. It's a Watchmen...

At first I tot dat it is an action muvee.... It is... but it's more to storytelling, where it wuz a diary wrote by Dr. Manhattan, a mankind turned to god like once he accidently stuck inside da physcic test lab and causing him to turn to a powerful man. I somehow didn't really understand bout dat muvee.. But I enjoyed it... hehehehe....

So the muvee took bout 2 and half hour to settle. My fren quite sleepy. Hahahaha... Somehow, I really like the way of the director manage to direct this muvee. I dunno how to explain it, but wat I can say is, the director is quite creative. Maybe some people agree wif me and some not. But it's up to those who watch it.... Lemme give 3 out of 5... hehehe...

I guess dat all for da nyte... Kee kee if u read dis, I juz wanna let u know I do enjoyed wif u dat nyte. Hope u dun mind to take me out sometime later...

Selamat Malam~

Satu Malam...

2009-03-08T10:40:00.000-07:00

March 6th, 2009...

I pergi LQ mlm tuh... My fren ajak... so pegi la...

Sangat tak besh sebab I wuz alone. No dancing partner. But it's ok...
I juz try to please my fren... His buffday, so he wan me to be his right companion...
From 12am to 3am... Im waiting if there's someone who is single wanna take me to da dance floor...
Unfortunately nobody. Grrrr~ cam sial jew. Mungkin I dah takde market kot.
Nak wat cmner, bile dah berusia macam ni mane la nak laku kan... Hehehehe....

Tapi takpela... banyak mende boleh buat lg... So I juz waiting until 3am. Im not dancing all nyte.
Itula kenyataannye. Pertama kali dalam sejarah menjejakkan kaki ke clubbing tak dancing...
Haiz~

Show malam tuh agak menarik. Selamatla rase macam tak rugi je bayar.
Dah la... I ngantok ni...
Nunyte~

He Juz Turn 20... Welcome to 20's

2009-03-02T20:19:00.000-08:00

Heppy 20th Birthday to Muhammad Azrein Ahmad.... ~ReiN~

Nutin much Im gonna say to u... Hope enjoy ur buffday wif blessive an blastin days ahaed. Thx god He sent you to me eventho Im hardly believe for da fact dat U r my bestie buddie now. I really wasn't expect dat we got to go dis far. I tot dat our first met is juz an accidently met, hence we juz become an ordinary fren but I wuz totally wrong about u...

I only hav two bestie in mylife which U and her (Miss Jesse). Thanks for always being on my side. Thanks for be wif me when I wuz in trouble. Thank you so much from da bottom of my heart.

I'll do everything to please u!!!

Happy 20th Besday buddie~ Caiyok2...

The Hollywood Story : I'm a host of Imperfection

2009-02-28T11:01:00.000-08:00

Im a simple guy, I always do the right thing at the right timing.. I always know that what I really need and want...Im 100% romantic, caring, faithful, radiant :D...

I will put all my efforts on whatever that I do.. coz I must make it to be the perfect one... no hardship could ever beat me down.. coz CHALLENGE = SUCCESS.. I must be insistant.. perseverant... and tough.. stronger than yesterday... now I working to earn money myself to back to college and study again.. coz I was foroced to interrupt my study by family financial problems.. I ever cried..ever sad... but I can only depend on myself for everything... not counting on other ppl..

Im grown up now.. not a KID.. I must and will study. When Im in love.. I wil always cook for my lover.. and I dropdead like cooking alot.. making sandwiches bring it into car and go on trip with my lover on holiday.. can feed my lover some sandwiches when my lover drives or I drive. I like hugging my lover alot... in bed or on sofa watching movies.. kiss my love sexy lips all the time... coz Im a good kisser :P... so to scenic places and watch night views together and hug my love tight in my embrace... and many many things to do together... but what I really wish is my lover must be REAL .. HONEST.CARING..and FAITHFUL.. coz I will contribute all of my heart and love in the love relationship..

And I like Dato Siti Nurhaliza alot..coz she is so HARDWORKING and SUCCESSFUL... and SO STRONG enough to face all rumors..I admire and impressed by the way she is...BRAVO..siti..I LOVE YOU!!!!

I had been in 5 relationships before, the MOST LOVE LOVER is 3 years older than me.. our relationship was the longest and also the one that I loved my love so much until I gave 100% of my love and soul!! Unfortunately.... my lover was also the biggest liar in the world that I have ever seen... my love hurts me so deep no matter physically or mentally...!! Now my ex-love work juz next to my Tower. My ex-love in Petronas Tower 2. Im a guy who really serious about love.. Im not play play one... I will certainly put love before everything... Im a weak guy in love... juz hope that my love will be so sure responsible for love and really needs me to by their sides b4 tells me that u loves me. DONT EVER HURT ME...JUST TRY TO LOVE ME..

SharQ in da mood of stoical

Fantasi Seks Ning Baizura...

2009-02-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

xde kene mengena ok...

I have this sudden URGE to write about masturbation ;)

Do u remember the very VERY FIRST time you masturbated?? be it accidentally, curiously or purposely. haha! I guess your eyes just rolled up trying to recall that missing piece of memory.

I remembered mine so clearly because I did something utterly SILLY. okay the story goes like this. I was in Form One that time. No one can deny I am as innocent as an angel (in school) I used to think sex is "A Man and a Woman Sleeping Together" and POOF!! Magically they get pregnant. I remember my mom talking to my relatives. She'll go like.. "Babies are God's Gift" she skipped the sex part. Anyways back to the story. Guys in my class would gather around and talk about things which I have never heard off. Sperm, Masturbation, "Sperm is BLACK", Cunt, and many, MANY more were constant words flying across the classroom. Even the girls talked about it. Stuffing water bottles up their pussy??? I was like.. EUWWW~ YUCK. Furthermore, I was LOST in this foreign channel. People would constantly ask me "hey do u masturbate?" my innocent and truthful answer would be "No, what is that?" then they will just start laughing and go "aww soo innocent"

Anyway, a few months later my curiosity started to linger and I stored up enough courage to ask this PARTICULARLY NAUGHTY Malay guy. (I wuz skool in Cathollic high school. All boys and the majority is Chinese.) " Hey whats with the MASTURBATION thing? How do you do it?"
Without hesitation, like a sifu he PASSED his knowledge to me. I remembered exactly what he said.

"Malam ni ko masuk dalam bilik. Kunci pintu ketat2, berimiginasi tentang seks dan start to move up and down konek ko. Lpas tu sumthin will happend. HEHEHE..."

That night, as I was showering, I suddenly recalled what he said to me. I got HARD. his voice started to play over and over again in my head. UP and DOWN. FINE, I'll do it!!!

UP, and DOWN, UP, and down............................

1 minute passed by.....

and I didn't feel anything! weird. because.................. I did it wrongly...... SIGH..

The funniest thing was I actually MOVED it up and down like how you change your gear or how u move your game joystick!! Instead of STROKING your cock up and down. OMG~~ EMBARRASSING!!! yet hilarious thinking about how silly I can be.. XP

Finally, I figured it out. I STROKED it SO FAST and HARD, eventually, I climaxed and had my first orgasmic blast. I was STUNNED, with my heart still beating wildly. I was afraid. But it was THRILLING. HEHE! Oh ya I was so terrified that the guy would ask me about it so I pretented to have a headache and skipped school the next day. Guess what? it FELT SO FUCKIN GOOD, OPPPSSS I DID IT AGAIN. and again. I have to say, the feeling is AWESOME ;) till now.....

SharQ in da mood of Reminising.
Chooiii!!! sgt ( Sambil ketuk meja dgn jari )

Coretan Hari Rabu, Feb 25th, 2009

2009-02-25T02:52:00.000-08:00

It's raining early in dis morning. Sangat lebat. I awoke around 6 am but still Im on my bed. Dun wan to wake. It's da best tyme to sleep dowh~ But again, I hav to force myself too. So I took shower, trim my moustache, straightened my hair and then my leather up my face wif L'oreal men expert gel. Later I use Revlon compact foundation cream to lighting my dull cute face. Aiyoh smua nak kepoh. Since dis is my blog, allow me to articulate. Hahahaha....

As usual, I took Lrt daily to my workplace. But since I use STAR Lrt ( Sistem Transit Aliran Ringan ), So I need to transit the Putra Lrt ( Perusahaan Transit Ringan Automatik ) at Masjid Jamek station. During onboard, I always listen to my cute pinky MP3. Bought by Miss Oodie Jesse Lavache las year on Feb 14, yea it's Valentine day. Hehehehe...

The drama begin. I dunno wat the hell is on my mind dis morning. After disembark from STAR lrt, I crossed the road heading to Putra Lrt Underground station. But Im not heading to Putra but I did stair back to Star Lrt station which still on the cross of the road. The Ampang and Sri petaling line. I didn't notice it yet. Then the lrt arrived. Later I realized dat Im juz took da wrong side. Suppose I need to stair down to Putra Station. Those who alwayz ride the Lrt knew how da station look likes. Then I gigling myself. Wutta FUCK. Hahahaha.... ape je la dlm otak aku td kn...

Then smpai kt KLCC I need to buy my cigar, there's a KIOSK inside da mall which open early in da morning along the way to KLCC. Dgn konfiden je I trus cakap " Dunhill kotak itam.. tu tu yg atas tu satu" , smbil tunjuk jari tanda 1. The salesman scan the box. I took my wallet out and it wuz FUCKING SHITTT... there no notes inside dat. FUCKKKK!!!! malu gile beb wa cakap sama lu... da la behind to myself there's a straight line qued waiting to paid. I pon blushing gile babi. Then selamba cakap " Sorry I left my notes inside da bank" Hahahahaha... Pukimak tak??? Very very da pukimak u know. Selamba blah from dat kiosk.

Haiz~ terribly funny wif wat wuz happend to me early dis morning. I still gigling if I memorized dis story, eventho while Im blogging dis blog. So funny... Klaka mcm sial! Ought, I blogged dis as a memory for myself to read it back whenever I need it. Hahahaha... It wud be something unforgettable to me. Cheers~

SharQ in da mood of " mengong"

Life is juz Like a Circus~

2009-02-22T08:38:00.000-08:00

Btoll cakap Kak Britney dlm lagu dia, Circus~

Wat I presume from dat song is all about life. Hahahaha... O.k terlebih la plax sudaah. Dah seminggu lebih I tak tulis ape2 yang terbaru dalam blog. Ye la sejak bekerjaya ni bnyk mende kene handle. Life wasn't dat easy. But it's challenging tho...

I really dun know what shud I post for this entry actually. I wuz wonderin. Before dis I do hav ideas, I wanna put sumthin bout my life. The past, the present and so on... But alwayz in my mind there is no reason to enunciate sumthin dat has no points. So, I thinking bout something else. I wanna put bout my family too but still, I've got no reason to motivate myself on it.

Since by ryte its nearly 1am, I guess better if I get sleep. I need to wake up early at 6am. My normal routine since I've been work on weekdays. My student life? I can say dat I am the most lazyiet student. Sumtime nearly 30 minutes before the lecture ending I appear. Hahahaha...
Wat ever it is, my previous life is quite hillarious. I didnt hav any plan on my future. Let happend be happen....

Gud Nyte everybody

SharQ and Circus~

Selamat Hari Sayang (ape2 je)

2009-02-13T21:54:00.000-08:00

Nuthin much Im gonna say for this post~
Juz wanna shout out Happy Valentine Day to those celebrate it~
Ouh strictly to me... Even I hav no someone to be loved but by the tyme I still got frens... Da most precious thing in my life. I can live without love but I can't live without boyfrens. I mean my fellasla, do not strictly make any bastard conclusion regarding my statement k. Ouh~ My best bud is gurl, my life is on her!
Phew~

Finish club with friend... and celebrate the very friendship day. Allow me to pronounce as friendship day too. So no special one is alright. But the whole nyte in the club the those couple dance together, kiss together. So envy.... but then is alright. I will not going find someone dah. Wish those who are single can get their mr right and wish the one who are in relationship can stay happily forever... thanks rein, fendi, azahar, fer for accompany me..and nice to meet ezen ..

I did buzz my fren's phone yesterday juz to wish 'em. Only few of la...
I hav no mood bloggin today, so I think enuff for dis space je...
Ought, cheers~ happy valentine
I nk g midvalley pas ni.
Later~

SharQ masih Single
Ouh tidak~

Pewnat Dowh~

2009-02-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

Today, I went to Putrajaya, after lunch break. Dat mean 2.00pm I start packin my stuff and waiting my driver (cewah!) fetching me to Putrajaya. I hav to attend the official book launching for late Tan Sri Azizan Zainul Abidin, the Petronas Chairman before Tun Mahathir turn. Im da one who design the Vip invitation cards. I'll upload da card for my reader to view it as soon as possible.

As for the sequel, I need to organize the function together with the Stakeholder (Domestic) staffs. Even I'm a lil' bit awkward but my avid outdo everything. Hahahaha... Wat do you expect??? I'm handling da VVIP function beb. Klass gitew~

O.k stop on dat bubbling nuthin special pon cuz today everything goes fun from da begining till the end of da rehearsal. Da official launch will kickin da VVIP's asshole on tomorrow February 11th, So I need to be there early at 11am for da final rehearsal. Meaning dat I shud bertolak dari KL at 10am. Aiyoo~ Pewnat dowh. Dah la smpai uma pon pkol 10 lebeyh td. Since My Boss offer anta nek kete BMW 6 series dia, I pown dengan humble accept his offer~ Mcm xpecaye pon ade. ahaks~

Dah la tu. Tomorrow I'll bring my camera so I cud seize the colourful moments at Putrajaya!
Good Nyte phantom readers~

SharQ just like a circus???

Ape Yang Tak Kena...

2009-02-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

yezsaaa.... wat went wrong is ekceli....
Although I am a Designer. A Graphic, eventho Im not really pretty much major in Graphic while I wuz study, but I hav to accept in manner. The problem dat I am in dilemma haunting mylife alwayz is an obsession into graphic.

I wuz always lyke to think dat being a designer you need to be creative. Yes!!! C-R-E-A-T-I-V-E... but instead I didn't. Im not a creative. I knew dis previously long tyme a go. Back on da day where I need to make a choice dat will the entire my life have to dedicate in wat I am choosing. O.k, since Im not good in mathematic or any relevant to it, so I hav decided myself to took an arts. Yes A-R-T-S. Which is u leave the mathemathic stuff behind and choose to be creative. So I took Diploma in Interactive Multimedia. Later I figure dis course is minor in graphic. The rest is computerized functional where I need to run the programming along. Still, the mathematic is the priority. Dat shitt.

But since gloomy people talks dat while on diploma level, you need to learn everythings include major and the minor. The only you will major is only if u persue to degree level. I hav a choice to continue wether not. But I did said yes to continue later I took Degeree in Interactive Media & Design. But along my journey on doing dis course, I do notice dat dis is not wat I got. Still its minor in graphic. Minor in entrepreneurship and also in computer programming. Still Mathemathic is da fear fucktor... Ouhhh pepet~

O.k finish on dat, I am now working. Since dat I've been given lot of task in designing field, I am forcing to be creative. Fuck My Asshole Bitch~ By the tyme Im blogging dis blog, I still wonder wat I wan. Lot of tasks given and I do complete it but I still wonder am I dat creative??? I'm not. People who may view my design may say dat ouh u da man cuz all my design is incredibly creative. But wut I wud lyke to tell everybody for real is, it is not da original of mine. Seriously NOT. I do plagarize it. Yes I did! I combine my stupid creative until it going to be recognized as mine. How stupid I am....

SharQ is in da mood of I need cigar~

Happy Buffday To Them...

2009-02-04T05:00:00.001-08:00

Juz wanna wish Happy Buffday to them. The First is Azahar which is on 1st February followed up by Boi a.k.a Hunkiecrush on 3rd and lastly Fendi on 4th. Havva blessive and blasting buffday you U guys.

Truly from SharQ~

Apa yang ku mahu...

2009-02-01T07:33:00.000-08:00

Yea it's true I wuz down to LQ las friday. It wuz quite early I guess. I reached there around 11.30. People can be hand counted. At 1st I'm enjoyed da moment b4 something terrible took place.

I've got no idea how to write it down but allow me to get to da point. My not so-called lover suddenly hit my emotional where the entire of my mood had got down! Motherfucka~ Quite nonsense when somebody dat juz ignoring u while u r trying real hard juz to please him but as a return he wasn't respond in da way u desperately ask it. Since I wuz dat fuddle where all my effort is fruitless, allow me to deem dat we were nutin. Im tired wif all these games. Im not a superhuman where I cn get along wif any games tiredless. I may look frivolous but as in relationship I do respect it.

The kerfuffle inside da club loathe me. At 2am, I ask my fellas to go back. Quite early I guess but since I had no mood it is better if I juz away. Haish~ Such a wastages, I tot people goink for clubbin juz to enjoying the obstreperous environment but it wuz turn otherwise to me dat nyte. Wateva it is I cant quite put my finger on it, I mean wut my ex want from me. As I told my ex dat nyte, we are totally over. I do deliberate our relationship in manner but since I didn't see any bright future on it, juz let it gone yea... jz let the condone pass by.

SharQ in da mood of " Puake Nyah Kepit"~
erghhh~

Without You....

2009-01-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

I wonderin wut does it related, but ermmm... wat eva it is, who care ....
Entri kali ni juz nk cerita tentang hari ni, yes, Khamis, 29 Jan 2009. As usual, I came to my office b4 8 am. So I juz finishing all 15 templates where I did done it las week before I took M.C for two days. Yea, I done it las week but I didn't submit it due to some reasonable reason.

So from 9 to 5pm I've got nuthin to do. Juz loiterin around and around. Im juz waitin and waiting. Exactly 5pm, I dh ade kt G Floor! Wow~ X sabar nk balik beb! All the way to Putra Lrt station all of sudden I saw somebody. Somebody dat I knew previous 2 years back. Oh My Goddddd!!. Im all dat sewel. Control Macho and wat soever lagi la yg jantan tak hot bajet hot. But dats me. Layak la muke aku!

Desperately wanna know who is tak? Hehehehe... Dia my ex dowh! Dia ekceli work at Petronas KLCC too. But at Tower 2. Im at tower 1. Aiyooohhh... Hot gile dia skunk. Dh mcm eksekutive plax. walhal keje customer service je. Hehehehe... Wat else can I do other than showing myself infront of dia and got swagger of champion wif my Padini Handbag pinjam dari Rein. ahaks~ Extrover beb. Duwh~ Tak tahan plax tgk dia. But wut else can I do... Dia belong to somebody now. Dia looking at me too but wif his selamba face je. Hanjeng je kn. Aku dh la control macho gile depan ko. Lalalalalaa~

Naaa.... Wat eva it is, all of sudden the lrt heading to masjid jamek arrived. Cam kimak je tanak bagi aku tgk dia lame2... Huishhhh!!!!

Wat eva it is, dat is da story for today. If dia accidently found dis blog and read it, there's only one thing dat I need U to know. U r da reason why I remain single until now. No one is better compared to U. I really miss U. I know U got new man now but.... No one can do it lyke u..... Every time I saw ur face, makes me wannna....uhhhh.... makes me wanna request for fantasies goes everydays... Call me!!!!

SharQ in da mood of repugant.
euuwww~

Suatu Hari Yang Indah

2009-01-25T03:21:00.000-08:00

It's been so long I haven't update my blog. Yea... I hav an excessive days. Work, work and work. I need to chill out for relieve. Thx god He sent me the Pondan frens so they sure hav a tyme for fun wif me tho. ahaks~ Ok2... sory fellas for calling up you pondan, ah~ watever, u ols is ekceli pondan kn... By da way, FYI, I got flu these few days. Back on the wednesday, It's rainin all da way I'm went bak to my ous. I'm wif Rein ekceli. He stay bak at my ous nearly a week due to his courses kickin in bangsar. On Thursday Im all down. I've got m.c for 2 days! yeay~

O.k2, ermmm... my fellas invite my to sg. congkak last saturday, even my condition still not stable bt I need to breathe some fresh air. I can't stay on my bed and hopin dat I'll get heal. Hell no! Thanks to Dato' for the transportation. Came along, Fer, Azahar, Rein, Me ( SharQ), Nida (the real pondan), Fendi and Didi. 2nd trip is Nida and her bf together wif Am and his gal~. Agak ramai ye.

Here we are at Sg. Congkak early 11am. Ripping off all my clothes and pants except my boxer. Lalalala~ Btw, Im juz waitin for a few 2nds before jump to the water. It is so freeze. Bt it's gud tho for my flu, at least it can reduce my body tempreature. at 4pm we packed all our stuff and yea tyme to go bak. Even it is tiring me bt I do enjoy it. Hahahaha... B4 we get to our own destination, we having meal at Sri Permaisuri. Dats all for da day...

Till we guys meet. Au Revoir~
SharQ in da mood of " Demam lagila...."

Life In The Fab Lane

2009-01-17T10:22:00.000-08:00

Sape xnk kn...
few things jew yg I nk update kt sini. Erm... Tulis Melayula sebb I juz nk pointkn strictly to dis boy. Very boyish~. Nk pinjam barang bukan milik I dalam simpanan I perlula dptkn permission from it's owner 1st. U... I dh la bosan dgn U. Nk hadap muke U lg. Pewnat pantat! Agak carot statement kali ni. Ape2 pn U perlu penaja lain selain dari I. Bagi I we're DONE! jgn nk mempukimak kn muke U yg xbrp nk chanteQ kecuali kalo pkai I punye Revlon compact foundation utk cover jerawat U tuh! Haiz~ pondan2 baru nk up agak rinser. Benci...

Rein... tlg jgn kecewakn I! I dh agak terok di kecewakn oleh si kimak agak gampang tuh. G clubbin pon I kne taja dia. Tp tu mase we ols still get-together. Now I dh xde pape dgn dia. U pon jgn nk menghanjengkn I. So kesimpulan I xnk bgi dia sluar skinny U kt dia. Harap u pon paham.

Sasha, I agak malas dan penat. I pon xtaw ape yg kiter cari. I didn't see the tunnel vission buts only the impending. Restitution inhibit me. Agak kimak ayat mcm ni di carotkn. May be I wuz dat barbaric. Ape2 pon lemme juz give my 2cents of words regarding our matter. I xnk ade konflik the onset while on our relationship hence the conflict will repugant me and you. I juz wan the carte blanch. U know... I pn malaz nk mempukimak English bodo I ni. U paham sndiri je la...

Ape lagi. Ari ni agak layan~ kuar dgn kwn2 biapon sekitar midveli saje. TETIBE, Rein jadik agak O.K.U... Cian U. Ape2 pn I bnyk carot U. SORRY~ I still beshfren U kn. aHaks~

Skunk da pon pkol agak 3 pagi. I da nk pengsan pown nie. Nunyte pondan2 smua...

SharQ in da mood of " is anything fait accomplis me by day today?" Pukimak!!!!

Penterjemahan untuk hari Isnin

2009-01-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today, week 2nd Im workin. Gosh~ Tyme is bvlgari... too fast it's running.
So today, I continue designing the booklet cover for Petronas Education Division. I got da task on last friday. But since then I only complete only 3 of the templates! grrrr~
I lost my ideas... where wre ol' my creativity??? I dunno. Lotta problems playing in my head. Today, early dis morning, I un-tied my relation wif sumone. I dun know. I juz dun wanna hav any relationship. Juz let me get me! In da mean tyme, I got text form my ex tryin to get flirt me bak. Owh god~ Pls get real!!!

It is not da exact tyme to purpose me. Pls revise urself wif wut u hav done to me in da tyme of previous. Im not in da mood of flirting wif anyone. Phew~ For me Love is juz lyke gimrack. Boys juz come n go lyke seasons. It is heady when u stuck in da middle of da road and by the tyme u donno wut to do. Love also juz lyke a toilet paper. U miss it when u desperately need it but rend it after all...

Since dat da situation become more fuddle. The funk refearing me bak. I suddenly grab a small frippery ball on my desk and lobbed it. Few eyes staring but I juz igonring 'em wif my hideous look. Im not goink to be a lout but Im ol' dat listless ekceli. I'm become tangle and I can't focusing on my work today. Im in the midst of problems. Each come unstoppable. Y meyh? Tahla... I prognosticate dat my mode is not kewl but I do really hope dat it wont prolonged. Sigh~

Ermm... wut else? Yea, Im having my lunch alone. My click absent due to influenza. Im juz ok. While Im on my way bak, I drop by at my campus to return the book where I borrowed it Las 2 months. Grrr!!! I almost forgot to return it till I juz run to earth. Dh kene denda RM10.40. I paid cashly. Hanjeng sgt! I think dats ol for da update. I've got to sleep.

SharQ in da mood of giddy.

Ya Allah Aku KewR???!!!

2009-01-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

O.k, the story start lyke dis...
As usual I arrived at my office b4 8am. So I juz continue designing the logo for Health & Safety Environment Division as well as their poster for interdivision IQ quizzes! I got my 1st task yesterday so it is my field of study. No need to worry! Around 9am my tummy rimming lyke I need to bounce some cock inside my ass. Fuck dat! Ahaks~ So I went down to Suria KLCC Shopping Mall to grab any food which I can bring up to my office. Later I found Roti Boy. Lapar punye pasal I ate dat roti all the way nak naik. Lalalala~

Smpai tgkt 41th, where I need to transit the elevator to level 70th, I drop by at skybridge jup. Having my meal for few seconds. Ngeee~... Then continue my journey! Im shocked! in bewilder mood. One of the staff ask me to see my big boss. Mr Dahmad. His the head of Group Communication Corporate Affairs of Petronas! I tot maybe due to Im missing for more than half hour, Owh god bless me pls. But fortunately, he au fait dat I need to get along wif other staff to mange a short meeting wif Syrian Prime Minister, Muhammad Al - Otari (sumtin lyke dat la). In discretion Im nearly incandescent, Yerla I am dat so hepi la... Ouh~ Superliciously, hehehe... I follow my clicks heading to level 86th, Petronas Tower 2. Ouh fuckin god dis is my 1st tyme im at level 86. Awwww~

Then an hour later, they came. I sat together wif all the higher government officier diplomates. Ahaks~ Seriusly beb! My Big boss juz sat betwixt me. Im so dat willies. I dun noe wut to do. Well, Im juz do nutin pon. My mind discursive. Of cuz la dude it my 1st tyme be lyke dis. Imagine dat Im a new staff. Shortly less than hour they done. Im whew~ Is dat fast! Lantak la. Then my boss ask me. "How Shah?" a very short question. " I think my heart has deprived, dis is so ridiculous. Im juz start my day here and I dun hav any expectation regarding olz dis matter" I sound maniacal to him. " Relax, more to go afta dis" Mr Dahmad satirize me. "Kimak je ko kan" I ckp dlm ati....

On da way to my office back, I shut my mouth while juz hearing othr clicks gigling each other. Im trying to relax. Hahahaha... so dats all for dis moment. Thanks for listening. Ahaks~ Nk tido!!!

SharQ in da mood of " TOLONG JGN GUNEKN BAHASE YG D'GUNAPKAI! MY GRAMMER SO SEWEL"

Akhirnya Bekerja Juga...

2009-01-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

O.k....
Tamo tulis panjang2. Juz nk share few things jewr. Ahaks~

Ok2 citer dia start mcm ni. I woke up early 6 in da morning. Get myself prepared for my 1st day of work! OMG I'm working now. I hate this part actually. I'm already 30 but I juz start my work. Sigh~ I dun noe for how long does it last but I really hope dat it will be not cuz I love working over there.

Guess where Im working at? Level 70, Tower 1, Petronas TwinTower! Shall not to mentioned my post there... Hahahaha... So I reach b4 8am. Taking my pass and up to level 70. Need to change the elevator at level 42. Oh god! Dis my 1st tyme I cross the skybridge. Later I havva short briefing and bla bla bla... Im sleepy~ I slept around 4 las nyte. Lalalala~

So I start breaking the ice wif my new clicks. Got a sight corner seat. Absoluately I can view all around KL include Bukit Antarabangsa... Ngeee~ So my 1st task is juz looking around. Hahahaha...

At 5pm I went home. So tired. Im counting the days bile la nk dapat gaji nih. Haih~
So dats all for da moment.

SharQ writting in his cute formal dress... Awwww~

2008 dan 2009 : Setiap Yang Berlaku Ade Hikmah..

2009-01-01T21:30:00.001-08:00

Through my journey of the year 2008. Lots of things happend throughout all dat year. Joyness and sadness. But never shall all dat unnerving me. Tears to be shed. Immortality life augur the uncertainity but the journey we create shall us complete it before we go to the peace at the end of the line. I' d really lyke to Thank You to Allah for the beatiful things dat He has done to me, the joy, so Im life and dead. A dieu to 2008. Utter cannot said au revoir cuz it won't yet will come back. All the god bestows shud us Thankfull so we will become more humility.

As the 2008 gone, people are also gone. I lost my brotha, my boyfrens, my frens, my rejoice and few priceless stuffs dat I will not run to earth. Phew~ . Maltreat by those close wif me. The vile human shall not allowed to be alive. In virtue of, I alwayz obliged to wut wuz happend. Desolate wif frens, having up few false rumours around me. Even it's etching, but all the malodorous around still pass muster. I fren to everybody even the backstabber. God endowed me to those sarcasm human, I hav to accept in order! My whim alwayz precise. No hesitate.

Watever it is, Welcome 2009! Let by gone be by gone. Wat 2008 has done to me is just a great and fantastics job of god. So I'll become more myself. Learn Lots of things. It's juz nobody can hold me down! Aught, the looms of 2009 awaited. Even I miss a day to wish but I guess still it is not too late. I ain't got no motivate to articulate my journey of 2008 too much because I see no good reason to enunciate. Good bye 2008 wif ols ur ashes. Selamat Tahun Baru 2009! GO GO~

SharQ in da mood of thinkin inside budoir wif strutted.
ahaks~

I'm Talking Bout L.O.V.E

2008-12-27T10:58:00.000-08:00

Love wasn't dat sux actually but it depends on how a couple manage their relationship. If both understand each other then it wud be more easier n fun... Never Understimate each other! I do love to have love but I have to admit dat love sumtime are miserable. Being consice considered as complicated but not to being concise shudder me. Wutta complicated love!!! Mistakes almost happen in making love. We cannot simply said dat we are dat soooo sincere till mistakes looks so infinity to us. Eliminating the redundants things prior to make love is wonderful. Mistake might occur in many ways. But, we don't need to worry on dat occurrancy if we able to find the solution. Naaa.... wasn't dat simple???

Why is on earth we need to put someone mistake as a top priority in our relationship, hence, the potential of the break up might occur approaching the maximun limits? If u love ur love, try to merged in a seat. Talk... wat a matter? express the outdated cliche away. Obviuosly, juz admit the wrong things u hav done... Endeavour to save ur relationship. Wasn't dat simple honey? Take it easy. No need to loudly vocalized a number of lewd remarks upon him!... It might makes u feel good but for how long does it last? Think urself!

If u juz apprehended ur love directly adjacent to the scene of incident where he wif someone else, do not simply said oh, the his newest one... His scandal... His latest boyfren or dat is my madu... How dare you!!! Avoid doing dat. Dis is da crucial time where u've been tested! Jgn nak cepat jeles...

Sometimes, there is a time where our fren become foe. Might be our close one neither! Beware to that kind of shittt! Do not simply hit the nail on the head when somebody said ur boyfren was green with envy due to ur new boyfren is ensem, jantan sgt, macho dan etc. Juz be positive all da tyme. Dis might save ur love life! PLU's world oftenly like dat. Envious wif some unclear matter. So terrified! To be self-centered does not mean to disagree the worth of other people.

Dats all for the moment! I hav no ideas ekceli... i juz write and write and write without knoe wut im writting about ekceli.... hahahahaha

Azlan Syah Iskandar Abdullah

August 7, 2008

2.25 am

*Copied from my own myspace blog*

*I wrote it few months ago*

www.myspace.com/carter_xx

Selamat Menyambut Hari Natal Dan Hepy Buffday Buat ayienvy

2008-12-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

As a Malaysian, we lived in a few cultures n religions. As to avoid the discrimination to minority ethnics who used to stick wif us as Malaysian, we shud rejoice together, avoid the nonsense adverse cop. Its the next best thing for racial integration and harmony among our multiracial and ethnics. As we live mortality to enjoy it. Do watever we want to.

As a Moslem, I juz wanna wish to olz Christian's follower Merry X-Mas. May ur santa truly exist so I can wish my own gift for next christmas eve. Wateva it is. Havva blessive and blasting Christmas. Jesus bless u guyz~ Muacksss~

Buat one of my blogger list, ayien, Heppy 19th buffday to u. May Allah bless u n havva blessive day. Im your under the radar fren, ! Hahahaha...

Terima Kasih Encik Hamidon

2008-12-23T00:45:00.000-08:00

Yewr... Post kali ni biarla dalam bahase Ibunda Negara supaya saye berbangga sekurang kurangnye menjadi anak Melayu ( Starstruck la plax ...)

Ok ok... Encik Hamidon? Siape plax mamat nih... Mungkin ramai tak kenal, but tak mengape, biarkan saye mencalitkn secebis penghargaan kepada beliau. Encik Hamidon merupakan lecture Part Time ( kot2 la ) kt Universiti Kuala Lumpur Kampus Kota. Subjek yang beliau ajar adelah Technology Venture & Entreprenuership ( Teknologi Perniagaan & Keusahawanan ).

Kebetulan saye mendaftar subjek tersebut untuk entri registrar semester lpas. Shortly, kelas dia adelah tiap2 ari Isnin pagi, 8.30am - 11.30am. 3 jam yer. Saye merupakan pelajar yang kerap memonteng kelas beliau dan juga selalu masuk lambat. Kire2 jam 11am, 30 mnt sbelom kelas tamat. Tp kadang2 jewrla. Untuk mengelakkan dari di kenakan tindakan Bar List from Exam. Saye tlah meminta kawan2 saye untuk menandakan kehadiran saye pada attandace form. Alhamdulillah saye terlpas.

Bab assignment pulax, Serius shittt saye tak pernah buat. Bukannye tak nak tp sbb group dia bagi terlalu besar, 10 org 1 group. So group member saye smua rajin, diorgla yang tlg siapkannye. Selalu je saye bertanyekn tentang kerja saye tetapi diorg meng-sms saye memberitahu " Ko jangan risau, everythings done". Haizzzz~ Besh gak dapat group dgn diorg ni.

Tibe mase exam, satu notes pon takde. Dahla mase final kelas dia saye gi wat modelling catwalk. Boleh tak??? Then malam sebelom paper dia esoknye, my fren, Ain kamdan, post notes dia. Saye bace pn ala kadar sbb tlalu bnyk. Mase exam plax, jawab ala kadar. Kalo tak silap x smpai 4 pages pon. Tup tup result kluar dapat B+. OMG!!! seriusly mmg tergezut sewel! Ape tak nye assignment x pnah buat, kelas jarang2 masuk. Las2 dapat B+. Of cuz la bangga... Hahahaha...

Ape2 pn utk Cik Midon. Thx for all. Forgive me untuk segalenye k... I love u forever~
Ingt~ yuran satu semester saye RM6000. Hehehehehe...

Keputusan berani mati

2008-12-22T01:50:00.001-08:00

O.k... Result dah pon kuar last week cume ari ni baru nk mengkritik. Hahahaha....
Ermmm... tak sangka bodoh gak saya ni kn... All dis while, I alwayz tot dat Im suppa duppa smart. But, now I prove myself how stupid I am. Was I? Yea, I was... Previous semester am nearly to Dean List, I only need 0.02 left, but luck wasn't on my side. So, dis sem I tot dat I'll get better compared to previous but it so disastrous.

My pointer dropped juz lyke my heart dropping down to the floor. I dh macam owh shittttt!!! Nape mcm ni plax ni.... Adoiyai~ Ape plax I nk klentong kt mak kali ni. Mummmyyyyyy......

but ermmm... wateva, who care. If my mom know she probably neckin me for an hour. Then it will be over afta ol...

All of a sudden it wud seem dat I has awakened up from my slumber as if I was in a coma all these years. Wat a play, wat a masquerade! I shud make a fine example from Shakespeare's Julius Caesar - et tu Brutus. Lalalala~

Check it out~

Krisis Kewangan

2008-12-16T08:46:00.000-08:00

Not to intend to tell everyone who read my blog dat I do have financial crisis, but wut else can I say? Dat is da fact. The worse is, my dad yet working not for alomst 3 moths n half! I juz knew dis when I returned to my hometown for eidul adha festive. A maltreat... So sad to my mom. Pity on her cuz she have to spend more for dis past few months. She has to paid all da bills,the cars, both her n my dad... Etching me!Im juz barely askin for money to buy some new shirts, but I was sooo dat unfortunate lad down-to-earth, I guess! in virtue of, I keep on my mind dat there is another man kind who's very not fortunate beside me. Hahahaha...Ermmm... so I guess I need to work back patching my financial! Sedar tak sedar it is about 3 month I didn't paid my streamyx bill. Owg god! Please get real!!!
Early in dis middle day, I woke up, chehckin my wallet n find out only 5 buck and few cents left!. Emmm... I tot dat I still hav few on bank. So I get myself on the line to my online bankin. Shocked beb! Only berbelas2 ringgit jew tingal! Owh my goddd!!! SCREAAAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hav nuthin~

I still remember, previously, long ago, my momma used to tell me " SharQ, semaye' jange dok tingga, gano idop nk berkat. Rezeki dop mari, acu kelih ko ma ni... kito buke ore kayo tp gak, tak pernoh laie kito dop make' bare shari duo". Tgk abe mun, ma taw yo dok denu tok smaye'...pah, tgk la! kijo dop mnentu!"... Emmm... I dunno la.. Then all of sudden I hear the azan loud out strictly over the surau down my apartment. Narcissimly, I went to da bathroom, takin shower and wudhu' and start praying. Even I never prayed since I move in to dis ouss, awww!!! After solat I pray god to help me... I didnt have any cent by tomorrow~ ehehehe...

Late dis evening I got a text from my click... wrote " SharQ, esk dtg kampus amek duit baki mase exhibition sebanyak RM *4.00" Wowwww! Dat wuz too much I guess. Hahahaha... It is fuckin true! My momma alwayz right! Human need god when we desprately need Him, but we did left after all...

As for the sequence, I took da wudhu' n solat asar! I wrote dis blog late 12 middle nyte. I didn't do for da maghrib n isya' yet! Dats is juz human. So do I... I yet still not open to changed! But soon I will. And if da tyme has revive, I'll sure myself I'll be a verry faith in discretion!!!

SharQ In da mood of Thankfully~

The fact is...

2008-12-12T12:35:00.000-08:00

It's not dat the fact dat I dun need u at all, but the fact is I juz wanna enjoy my singlehood for da moment!
Im curios if u really want me... What for? Im a b!tch. I can go with any other lads on chemistry.
Still, U can hav me... Am I not dat old to u? Im not as young as u tot!
Im older~
The fact dat I still look gorjez is juz picca. Im not as wat u myte think!
Picca can be deveived! So do I...

It's not the fact dat u not cute!
But da fact is, sedarla diri sikit ko tu mmg da xensem! So u can't force me!
Im a selective. Extrover in manner! ( ade ke org mcm ni? )
But dats me...

So, to those who think dat u wanna post any blogs or watsoever juz to condemn me, pls ye, think b4 u do it!
learn to accept the truth!
The truth is, SharQ wasn't easy to get!
Im a maneater!

Gud Nyte yall

SharQ in da mood of tertanye2 ape spe-sial kt diri aku smpai u olz condemning me gile babi!

Eidul Adha Festive

2008-12-08T04:59:00.001-08:00

Boring... Boring.. Boring...
Here's the story...

My mood, I dun wan to go back for dis raya, but, I have to cuz my sister need to go back. Nak tanak I have to be her right companion. Sigh~

Quantan, raining all days long. My grandpa having a qurban for 2 cows~
It was rain on da day bt I hav to lend my hand over. Hahahaha....
Percaye atau tak I did cuts da meat n distribute it. OMG~

The rain stop aroung dis eve. Still, nutin much I can do here. My life are sooo boring. Im bored!
Dats all for da moment.
Im using celcom broadband here.
Da fastest way to reach the internet while Im on travel.

Ape pekdah isap rokok???

2008-11-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

Yesszaaa~
A kewl topic to be diskussed. Previously, I went back to my family official residential. Ermmm... a few days ago. My momla told me, " U... bo bo la tu. Tohok pitih jah, U didn't love me ke? " . Shocked! Eyh~ she suppose not to condemn me regard wat I've done. Hahahaha...

Me " Bakpo kecek lagu tu gak? Saye' la. Pah tetibo jah ni... " I wuz lyke can't sitting idly about. Oh my god! All over again. I hate dis part when my mom questionin wether I love her or not. She will be loved by me and the rest of her biological. " Ma gak tokse kelih mun lagu ni. Supo tulo dge abe2 mun tuh. Bakpo ginih la jadiknyo. Pah sore ko sore. Lo ni la, acu mun uboh peel mun tuh kalu mun meme saye' ngoti ko ma" Said my mom. " Mak, meme la I saye' ko u, nok bo tuh bulih tp for da tyme being, kawe dop biso lagi, oyak nok bo meme la bulih tp nyo dop tau bilo. Dop berehi etek lg" Soft spoken to my mom!
"Ishk~ poyo la kau ni" My mom all of sudden. " Perabih pitih, pah tak dop meh lagi tepon ko aku mitok. Aku tok se wi, gak aku saye' ko anok2 aku. Tp mun perabih for ur ciggarate! " My mom shout!

Ehehehe... I'm sorry mak! I knew it's hard for u. Its more harder for me to quite but wat can I do? All lads of my family members is a smoker. Im not blamin 'em but somehow I felt sorry sgt2. I try to quite but I still refused to give in. Adoiyai~ Tu la. Ape pekdah merokok I pon x taw.

Grrrrr..... nak mati je la mcm ni. Tp sori to say la, amal ibadat xckop lgsung. Umo da makin senja. Blurrrr seyh~

SharQ in depressed~

Tribute to Rein...

2008-11-25T03:14:00.000-08:00

So, shortly la kan. Cerita dia macam nie....
Mule2 janji dengan Rain dia nak datang lepak umah I ari jumaat. Tup2 tak jadi sebab dia demam....
Cian kat dia. Still, he'd promise me dat he will come on da day next. So I juz waiting je la.
But I did advise dia kalo tak ok lagi pls stay rest kt umah jew...
Tak!!! Dia ttp nk dtg... Yewla I pn rindu kt dia, dia pun agaknyew la. Hahahahaha...
So I gi la amek dia kt Gayvilion~
Dia tak ingt direction to my ous sbb I juz moved.
Lpak2, Mkn2 kt McD, we olz pn blik. Ujan! Slamat rain bwk payung. Agak cute~ Hahahaha...
So Mlm tu kiteorg gi LQ. Kalo u olz nk taw kn, mlm tu adelah yg paling besh dalm sejarah I g LQ taw. Tak taw nape, it's not because of I only dance wif Rein. But may be the combination of the music and the uncrowded situation makes me felt so relieve. Phewww~

It's juz the bestest nyte ever in LQ..
Thanks Rein for ur invitation

The Ethics for bloggers : Government in dilemma???

2008-11-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

I'm not condemning any other parties. When I study issues or events to write about, I try to look for the bloggability factor. I can only say that when I heard on TV3 news few days ago, I can only say that this is so ridiculous, it’s nonsense! it will be an absolute travesty if I don't stick my nosey-self into it.

But before I get into the full swing of things, let me just clarify that I have absolutely nothing against the Malaysian Government.

The Malaysian government now want all the bloggers to have their code of ethics when blogging. Im offense this! Totally disagree. Everyone should have their own rights to throw their opinion. Even their words might obscene or watsoeva~

The Malaysian’s government totally rubbishes. Sorry me for condemn. They lost many seats towards the opposition parties on previous election due to Malaysian lost their trust on nowadays leadership. Government may control the Malaysia Medias but they cannot control what people want to talk. Malaysian I think really sick wif nowadays medias where all the bad things always strictly goes to the the opposition parties while the government did the best things to their people. Me, myself as a Malaysian are looking for an alternative! Blogs and youtube, plus the online newspaper made by the opposition parties is my choice!

I heard. I read. I think. I made my comparison. I’m not stupid. I’m not dat smart either. But I have my own right to elect who shud leads the Malaysian towards better country. I juz love Tun Mahathir. I’m sorry for him. People! If Mahathir itself can leave UMNO right away, why shud u not? Mahathir is UMNO leader. He lead more than 20 years but he also figure out that the government nowadays should not be Abdullah and the cronies!

Please lets us free to talk~ Malaysian is not dat stupid. Kite boleh menilai mane baik dan mane yang tak!

SUATU MASA

2008-11-19T11:15:00.000-08:00

Bagaimanakan ku mula
Dan apakah kata-kata
Yang indah untuk diabadikan

Tiap wajah berkisah
Tiap madah bererti
Manakah ilhamku
Cahaya di matamu
Senyum di bibirmu
Mengukir seribu tanda pertanyaan
Mungkinkah kau jua dalam kerinduan
Di saat begini aku merindukah

Dengarkanlah...
Panggilanku...
Dengarkanlah lagu untukmu
Angin lalu... kau sampaikan
Rasa rindu yang membara kepadanya

Aku
Bukanlah seorang perwira
Gagah menjunjung senjata
Namun hati rela berjuang
Walau dengan cara sendiri
Demi cinta ini

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini
Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan
Akulah penyambung
warisan ....

Harga sa-buah percutian...

2008-11-17T05:53:00.000-08:00

13, 14, dan 15 November is da most terrible holiday or vacation or any stupid to be called it. A low budget vacation at 1st turn to da most expensive holiday ever in my life since I knew the word of vacation. Not to regret it but sorry for somehow...

I dunno where the hell wrong wif dat. But theres something goes wrong somewhre where I need to investigate it. Aite~ Lemme strict to da point! I wasn't notice dat we ols gonna head to Malacca, even tho the plan say dat we might neither go either not. But as Im goink to plan my budget, I did diskuss wif the organizer 'bout da budget so I do hav extra money on dat. Even putting some extra for any occasion. Ok everything goes cool at 1st. We went to P.D, build da camp to campfire and prepared for da stuffs and so on. Actually on 14th is Ain's buffday, my hot chick! Hepi buffday to her~ At nyte, we start da barbeque...

Esoknye, we went to Melaka. To short, we didn't plan any place for the nyte. Finally after few surveying made, we found a budget hotel. Which cost us RM28 each for two rooms. One for ladies n one goes for fellas. And there it goes~ A very terrible moment ever in my life.

I broke my best budd cameras. Unaccidently happend. I really didnt notice how dat cam slippering down over my shoulder. The Nikon D80 camera wif the kit lens 18 - 135mm. The lens itself cost me about RM1600 not include the body. I wuz lyke can't sleep tat nyte thinking for dis thing. How it cud happend to me... Why it must??? Why I am so an unfortunate down-to-earth???

Nak tanak I have to placed a new lens... I did prayed dat it wont effect da body... As it goes~ I won't hav any holiday in future. Im afraid dat da same shitt recontinuing. I really dun want!!!
As advising by my mom. " Better you stop it before u worse it"

Azlan Syah Iskandar
In da mood of pressure

Akhirnya~

2008-11-03T19:54:00.000-08:00

Eventually Im totally move out from my old ous the my new ous. Even not dat far, but enuffla. Lot of memories over there. Felt so sad when I have to move out but wat option do I own? At least few problems burden. At this moment Im so afraid. Afraid of myself. Tomorrow will be my final exam. Two papers in a day. But I study for nuthing. Im busy myself move out my thing. I dont know if I can manage to study by tonight. But hopefully I can. Im not goink to stay in my new ous for moment due to the mess which Im hardly to manage in a short period. Juz ask my fren to stay at his ous at least for dis nyte.

Im actually miss all the memories for a year Im staying there. I dunno. Somehow I really miss it. But since it is my own decision so, a man must be strong. So do I....

Hopefully I'll be better after this. Really hope so...

Hari hari terakhir...

2008-11-02T05:09:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah....
Thank god sebab aku dah pindah rumah. Walaupon secara beransur ansur. Bnyak perkara aku belajar untuk kali nie. Pertama, kawan adelah seseorang yang kite amat perlukan samada kite senang ataupon susah. Susah nak memilih kawan. I fren to everybody. Those who want to be friend with me I appreciate it. But those who's gonna take advantages upon me, I also appreciate it. Fren is important but somehow when we really need fren, they not around. Sometimes Im questioning myself where were ols my fren when Im desperately need them around. Not for a long but enuff for a while. They invisible. Im not crying over all dis matter but Im symphaty to those who ask me for fren. But instead all of dis, I didnt make any negatives perception. I have to accept in the positive way.

I know, when the time I really need them, they actually busy wif their own matter and watsoever. Even I ask a month or two before dat but still when the time it comes, they cant afford to be wif me. Susah nak cakap. Tuhan jew tau ape yang aku rasakan.

Such a waste. Speechless and clueless. Now I realized... Sampai bile kite nak mengharapkn org instead diri sendiri. Enuff if u juz rely on urself. But for me, no matter wat, my fren still need me. I have to accept it.

ShaRQ
iN DA mood of pleasure

Hari ni dalam sejarah...

2008-10-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

First of all I wanna wish Hepi Deepavali to those who celebrate it strictly point to Hindu's follower of cuz.... Nuthing much, juz few little things dat I think I wanna share here. Firstly, today, Monday 27 October 2008, I got cold. All of sudden! I dunno how n why???? When I woke up early dis morning my body tempreature not in da normal mood as use... Damn it...

My not so-called boyfren went out wif his buds! Dunno where the hell... Me juz lonely inside my empty room... But I used to be like dis so theres nutin to worried! Somehow I juz missing my best fren... She did came yesterday but for a while, juz wanna say hye then she back. She's kinda busy wif her photshoot. Still I've got nobody... Next week my final exam will be... But still, I've prepared for nuthing... Previous semester I've got dean list but this semester I dunno... Hopefully still will... hahahaha...

By da way, I still counting days for me to move out!!! Only four days left... haih~
tak sabar plax nk berambus!!! I juz wanna be wif my self in center after dis.... I need nobody for awhile juz let me get me... Huhuhuhu... I pening dgn smua msalah yg melanda tak habis2!!! Owh My God... Pls do blessing me in everything I do n did....

Currently Im listining to Avril Lavigne song entitled Innocence... Layan beb!!! In my mind dis song lyrics somehow teach me to be strong... Thanks Avril... I will... I think dats all for da mements...

Azlan Syah Iskandar wrote
Empty feeling from the heart....
Wanna cry...
:((

Quote for today

2008-10-20T07:12:00.001-07:00

"**Setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan. Di hujung perpisahan ini lenyapkan aku dari ingatanmu. Kehadiranku ibarat pelangi. Datang dan pergi tanpa meninggalkan kesan. Sekadar imaginasi..**"

"Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat atau dipegang. Namun begitu... ia boleh dirasai dalam hati." **Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!! Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Find a person, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the one who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his/her friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he/she is to have you.** Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason.. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

p/s: Dipetik dari myspace sorg budak nih... aku xingat dh... tp ayat ni sedap gilerz... huhuhuhu...

Hunny Bunny dan Disaster movie...

2008-10-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Juz for today, I catch to watch two movies. Due to Wednesday is RM7. So it's likes I must catch sumtin besides, I hav free period on wednesday itself plus, my campus juz less than 10 minutes distance to KLCC using Putra LRT. So, shortly, I juz wanna drop some komen regarding both movies. Hunny Bunny, quite amazing to wacthed. Out of 5, I rate 4. Storyline is about a gal, who asked to leave the playboy mansion by unfortunate. So she startin look a new place for living. Yet after few places went, she stop by at the ape tah name asrama tu and ask to be one of the penjaga tmpt tu la.... After rejected, she tried again, later, she was accepted. So she start to drive a new vision for dat place and change it to sumtin amazing. More detail juz watch it urself!

Disaster movie... a VERRY terrific and horrible movie ever watched after "anak" film dis year. The movie for is juz an empty wif stupid fucking joke ever! Very terrible. Out of 5 Im rate 1 or half. Perhaps nobody watch it. It is a funny movie, but somehow the joke is terrible to accepted plus the storyline is so nutin... Rugi duit je tgk...

Nyte~

Human Memory...

2008-10-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

1. I have a problem. I cannot remember the date or events dat I did or attended previously. As a result I always get into trouble with myself.

2. God has endowed Man (and Woman) with the ability to remember. That is the basic difference between us and the animals.

3. But with age our memory fails on details. Some brilliant people can remember what they did on a particular day 10 - 15 years ago, remember every detail, including the words they had spoken and the people they met etc. I am not among these people. I remember some events in which I was involved but only vaguely.

4. If you ask me what did I do on 12th August 2008, or on any other day, I would not be able to tell you. Other people with the proverbial photographic memory can, but I cannot. I am quite certain if I ask the questioner what he did on any particular day in the times long past he probably cannot tell me either. But then in a court or Commission he or the judge or Commissioners have the right to question, I had only the right to answer.

5. This is very unsatisfactory. Kalau kt dlm court, if you fail to remember every detail of what you did on a particular day 5, 10 or 15 years ago, then you must be lying, you must be hiding something. This possibility would be ominous - though it may not be ascertained with exactitude. But why bother about those niceties. Just conclude that a person who cannot remember is simply lying.

6. I am going to take a memory course. Should I have occasion to be investigated or summoned to face a trial, I would be able to remember the suit I wore any day in my life and where I was when wearing the particular suit on a particular day.

7. By the same token a person who had been sodomised must know the exact time of the day that it happened, the colour of the room and the size of the bed. If he fails to remember any of these things, then he must be lying. Sebab mende tu kan nikmat... Hehehehehe...

8. Such is the law. So please try to memorise everything you do every day. Don't forget the details. It can be fatal for you.

Sebening syawal

2008-10-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

Semalam genap sudah seminggu bulan Syawal. Satu bulan yang penuh dgn kemeriahan. Kepada yang berpuase penuh tahun ni, Alhamdulillah, kite dapat gak menghabiskan puase kite pada bulan lpas. Semoga kite masih berkesempatan untuk menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan pada tahun depan hendaknye.

Hari nie merupakn hari yang terbaik untuk menceritakan pelbagai ketik manis dan juga hambar saye yang berlaku setelah seminggu kite menyambut bulan syawal kerna hari ni adelah hari kelapan dalam bulan syawal! Sehari seblom menjelang Syawal, semua umat Islam telah pon siap membuat persiapan untuk menyambut hari perayaan yang terbesar umat Islam, dan ade juga memilih untuk melakukan pada saat2 terakhir! Begitu juga saye... Hehehehe... Maklumla Mak ayah busy bekerja, saye pulak menetap di KL so semua persiapan boleh dikatakan diserahkn kpd saye! Haih... Tapi saye dh biase!

Bermula pd Hari Raye Pertama, suboh2 lagi sy dh bgon utk mempersiapkn diri. Excited beb sebab tahun lpas xdpt balik raye. Tahun ni x beli baju raye xtaw nape. Gi solat sunat ari raye pkai jubah 2 thun lpas je... Pkai jubah bukan nk bg taw kt org kite ni alim. Bagi aku tu x lebih dari pakaian je.. Yang pnting iman. So lepas solat sunat aidilfitri, seperti biase kiteorg ahli keluarga kumpol rmai2 kat depan masjid Sultan Ahmad Syah, Pekan, Pahang untuk bermaaf maafan. Dh mmg care keturunan kiterog kot. Aktiviti selepas tu g ziarah kubor sedara mare kiterog. Percaye atau tak ade satu kawasan perkuburan kat sebelah Masjig Kg. Padang Polo tuh, hampir 70% adelah terdiri dari kaum kerabat kiterog kat situ. Selama 3 generasi. Tapi belah Tok perempuan saye je la sebab Tok laki asal Kelantan. Selesai je kiterog trus ziarah uma sedare mare. Disebabkn Mak saye ade 10 org adek beradik, setiap satu terpaksala jelajah. Masing2 buat masakan yg istimewa. Mak aiii!!! sedap nk mampos... Semua saye telan.. Taw2 je dh ptg. Pkol 6 mcm tu. Duit raye pon dpt. Mmg tradisi keluarge kiterog bg duit raye x kire usia ye. Sebabnye keluraga belah mak saye keturunan cine.

Raye kedua pulak saye demam. Terok gak. Ni smua pasal saye g balon je smua makanan yang ade pd hari raye pertama tuh. Nak tak nak terpakse redha. Sebab makanan pon boleh jadi punce demam. All my famili member mase tu dah bersiap2 nak bertolak ke Kelantan. Destinasi wajib untuk hari raye kedua. Saye plak terpaksa duduk rumah! Sorang2 pulak tu sbb smua balik kecuali saye sorg. Dh nasib badan.... Ekceli kalo ikut niat awl saye pon mmg sbnrnye kalo boleh malas nk ikot blk kelantan. Dh termakbul pulak.. hadoiii....

So kalo dh demam panas tu berlarutan nak tak nk raye ketiga pon terpksa duduk uma jew... Tapi kali ni dh berkurangan sikit. Kepala pon dh tak pening lagi. So I took dis opportunity to drive myself to the hospital nearby. Slamat hospital tu dh beroperasi pd hari raye ke-3.

Raye ke-4, I juz got better, even not totally. Saye pon drive balik kuantan sebab raye ke-4 all my family members will return to Kuantan. Rumah my parents! Dan disebab kn semester break saye tak lame, so saye dgn adek saye terpaksa bertolak balik ke KL pd mlm raye ke-4 gak. Ekceli raye ke-5 tu one of my auntie, my father side buat open ous. Nak xnk terpaksa gak la balik. Tp ok gak la at least xdela kiterog terkejejar2 sgt. So boley wat preparation utk kuliah esknye...

Tu je la pengalaman raye saye thun ni. Mcm x besh sbb raye ke-2 dh demam. Raye ke-4 kena balik KL. Then raye ke-6 dh start kuliah. Ari ni plak raye ke-8. Ape2 pon kepada semua Muslim, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin ye...

Selawat serta salam buat Nabi junjungan kepada Muslimin dan juga Muslimat

2008-10-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

Lame jugak dah tak update blog nih.... semenjak aku terputus internet connection hampir dekat sebulan disebabkan oleh kegiatan vandalisme yang berleluase dikawasan perumahan yg aku tinggl nih. Masuk ni dah kali kedua kegiatan yang same berlaku. Kabel telefon kene curik. Di sebabkan aku tinggal rumah jenis apartment, so kabel tu akan dipasang dari bawah ke atas. Bile kabel yang kat bawah kene curik, rumah yang kat tingkat atas semua kene effect! Ha! termasukla rumah aku. Haih.... So nk menggantikannye akan ambil mase yang lame. Sial punye budak! Entah anak sape la buat kerja gini... Bodoh! Setiap ari kene sumpah dengan masyarakat sekeliling macam manela hidup nak berkat!

So aku yang kat dalam bilik ni terkial kial la tak tau nk buat ape! Alhamdulillah mungkin Allah s.w.t nk tunjukkan aku jalan. Mase kejadian tu bulan puase. Aku siang jarang ade kat rumah. Malam jew. So kalau bulan pose malam selalu orang lelaki Muslim akan gi solat sunat tarawih. Aku pun turut serta nak mengimarahkan rumah Allah katenye... Ekceli before dat pon aku dah pasang niat nak tunaikn solat sunat tarawih kalau berkesempatan. Ade gak aku berdoa supaya mase malam aku dilapangkan sikit... So boley la nk wat solat sunat nih... hehehehe... Alhamdulillah aku ade mase...

Tapi takdela aku complete semua malam disebabkan kadang2 aku terpaksa memenuhi undangan berbuke puase dgn kawan2 aku kat luar, (cewahhh, mcm VVVIP plax) so terpaksala aku tinggalkan solat sunat tarawih tuh! Bulan puase ni la aku nak mengeratkan hubungan silaturrahim aku dengan semua kawan2 aku, biarpon musuh aku dalam selimut! Aku berdoa jugak kat Allah s.w.t supaya jauhkan diri aku dari semua makhluk2 ciptaanNya yang sentiase berhati iblis nih. Bulan puase ni la gak Allah s.w.t tu nk uji sabar aku nih! haih...

Aku ingat lagi aku terpaksa bersabar dengan musuh aku dalam selimut. Dia ekceli kawan aku. Mati2 aku ingat dia akan berubah lepas semua bala dan musibat yang Allah s.w.t turunkan kat dia, tapi Maha suci Allah sedikit pon dia tak pernah berubah. Malah makin menjadi jadi. Aku sebagai seorang kawan memang tak boleh nk ubahkn org sebab aku sndiri tak brape btol. Tapi aku mengharapkan dia sendiri akan berubah setelah semua bala yang Allah s.w.t bagi kat dia. Tapi tak!, dia makin ego. Takpela kawanku aku buat baik dgn ko pon sebab aku ni Muslim, life aku mmg teruk tapi aku dibesarkan dalam keluarga yang kuat pegangan agama. Cume aku sndiri yang akan tentukan hala tuju hidup aku. Bukan parents aku. Sebabkn tu aku buat baik dgn ko. Atas sebab agama bukan sebab lain. So lepas ni gudbye kat ko. Ko pon dah boleh survive lepas nih sebab pinjaman pelajaran ko yang MARA (Majlis Amanah Rakyat) gantung dah di tarik balik. Enjoy urself n havva fun. Aku nak mengundur diri! Aku berdoa setiap kali selepas aku solat sunat tarawih, dalam sujud terakhir aku solat sunat witir supaya Allah s.w.t menjauhkn aku terus dari mendapat kawan yang sebijik macam ko. Hampir2 pun tak nak. Apetah lagi tempias. Tak ingin mak, nyah!!!

Demi Allah s.w.t manusia yang ade kat atas muke bumi ni akan menyesal kalo dapat kawan mcm ko. Kalo ko kenal member aku name dia Zexx a.k.a Zai Khairul Hisyam, mase ko susah ko pernah mintak simpati kat dia, ko pinjam duit dia. Last2 ko gi kebas duit dia! Ape dosa dia kat ko? Lu pikirla sendiri!!! ( ala2 nabil raja lawak). Aku plak konon2 nak buat baik. Aku terpaksa jaga hati kedua2 pihak. Zexx dan ko. Zexx yang menyampah dgn muke ko lg maafkan ko. Tapi dia dah taknak tengok muke ko lagi! Aku plak simpati kat ko sebab ko kan anak yatim. Duit pon takde. Aku ade prasan ko mkn nasik lauk kicap itam je. Cian kt ko! Aku pon pernah gak tapi sbb aku kantoi dgn mak aku. So smua kemudahan kredit dari mak aku terpaksa di tarik balik! Smpai skunk dowh! Nyesal plak kapel dgn jantan nih! Kalo tak boleh tahan mewah aku ni! Biasela aku satu2 nye anak jantan harapan gitew~ So dgn susah payah aku keluar carik rezeki untuk aku sndiri! Kompol punye kompol duit tuh dapat la aku share dgn ko cari uma baru untuk disewa. Ingat! Deposit smua duit aku! ko cume byr sewa bln pertame je!

Tup tup ko fail lagi semester kedua. Dah kene tarik balik pinjaman dgn MARA. Bukan ke tu Allah s.w.t nk tunjuk kt ko? Ntahla lu pikirla sndiri (Ni da dua kali aku repat dialog yang same nih). Dah beban kat aku lagi nak tanggung sebahagian dari byran sewa umah. Tapi aku no hal! Sbb aku prcaya pd hukum Karma. Buat baik, balasanye baik. Buat jahat??? So selepas bnyk kejadian yang berlaku kat aku dalam rumah tuh, aku pon buat keputusan untuk keluar dari umah tu secara pilihan. Ekceli mak aku tau cerita ni... Dia yang support aku soh keluar je carik uma lain! Duit? No hal... Mak aku ckp duit boleh carik. Tapi kawan macam o.d satu dalam dunia! hehehehe sape plax o.d nie... Eleyh aku bukan anak yatim. Aku ade mak bapak! Dua2 kerja. Bapak aku pemandu lori treller beb! bygkn la gaji sbln! Mak aku? Pegawai MARA beb. Gred B je. O.kla tu dari ko. Ayah dah takde. Mak harapkan pencen bapak ko. adek beradek smua masih blaja. Abg2 aku plak smua dh kerja mkn gaji. Patutla ko jadi pencuri! takkan tak pernah dalam hati ko terpikir ko amek barang org, sah2 org tu akan meyumpah seranah kat ko balik kan? Aku tak pernah mencuri! Tapi duit mak bapak aku tak payah cakapla... hahahaha.... Tapi aku rase diorg tau!

Haih! Smoga Allah s.w.t mengampun kn dosa ko tu. Dosa dgn Allah s.w.t boleh mintak ampun sebab Allah tu Maha Pengasih! Maha Pegampun! Maha Penyayang! Tapi kalo dosa sesama manusia? Ade ke Manusia Maha mcm Allah? Maha Mulia adela.... Tu pon agong je... Aku ni plak plax bukan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Tapi sifat2 nabi ade sikit kat aku nih... Aku ni Lemah lembut... tp bukanla pondan... hehehehe.... ye kot! Ape2 pn Aku tetap berdoa semoga Allah s.w.t buka pintu hati ko tu supaya berubah! Untuk aku jugak...

"KeranaMu ya Allah aku disini dan kepadaMu juga ya Allah aku kembali apabila tiba saatnya nanti... Sehingga tiba saat itu, Aku bermohan hanya dariMu Engkau peliharailah Imanku...." Ameen~

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati...

2008-07-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

Wutta day...

I dunno wut I suppose to write for this column ...

It's been quite long I didn't posting blog since I've been busy workin...

Yesterday is my las day working at G2000, Isetan, The Garden... Kerja kat situ besh.... rmai kawan. But juz I can't stand for quite long due to my semester break will end up the season. I have to put my future on my 1st list. Today, I wanna spend my 24 hours inside my house. Lotta stuffs need to be done actually. I wanna tidy up all the mess which can't handle for dis las 2 months since workin' at G2000.

Wutta fuck day actually. I need to woke up early before 11am then get prepare myself and hav to walking distance for about 15 minutes to Salak South komuter, smelling sniffing those sampah2 busuk, and the anjing anjing yg suke usha aku. By today, I'm gonna miss all dat memories. Havin lunch wif my lovely boyfren, biarpon jenis kuat sentap! and of course Fara. Went to smokin room wiff my hawtie fellas of nautica and jonathan cheng, which I most adore him... Ouchhhh!!! juz nuthin. They were all my buddies... Not to forget, Mel form Calvin Klien, Zura, "IN" the pengkid, and havin converse in Kelantanese dialect with chicks from Kwan and Key Ng counters. wutta memory of 2 and half months been in Isetan The Garden. Huhuhu.... Plus, got the bapok and Mak Nyah frens.... :D

Da 1st thing I need to do is tidy my room. Very the mess!!! I think I need to change my curtain and bed sheet... hmmm... duit lagi.... Need to buy new tikar getah( rubber carpet ). Cuci toilet kot... Dush~ Next will be my living room. So that all la for the moment kot...

I'll update soon for the additional...

Muacksss~

Happy Birthday to me...

2008-06-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

Ngeee...
Wishing to myself a heppy buffday....
I'm old already la... huhuhuhu...
Juz nutin...
I am so tired today... working from 12am till 10pm today...
so by ryte I da nk tido....

Again...
Hepi buffday to me....
:D

Death...

2008-06-01T11:18:00.000-07:00

I hate to be like wut I am now... but as determined, I've got to accept... Sumtyme, I juz wanna die... I hate myself... but I'm a moslem... I trust God, Heaven, Hell, Death, Life after death.. and so on....

Im afraid of sins... I did...
I wanna deeds... Hard... I can't
I wanna be a good.... I dunno...
I dont knoe wut I really wan in my life

I have mom...
Damnnn.... sooo love her....
Miss her too much
My bestfren, I need her in my life...
I love her.... Does she love me??? Hell yeah! She did... She love me sooo muchhhh....
I dont wanna lost dis two person in my life...
I will lost my soul....

I've got lot of problems...
I handle on my way....
People talk about me...
Juz ignore it...
Jealoussy is everyone attitude towards against myself...

I wanna sleep now...
God please bless me...
May I be rest in peaceful....

Never ends...

2008-05-30T18:17:00.000-07:00

I've been busy since I juz finished my last final paper on May 7, 2008. So my semester end break begun. For about nearly 3 months. Later, on May 9 2008 I flew to Iran for about 3 days. On May 13, I went to Pulau Perhentian wif my lovely gurl. Spent about 4 days 3 nytes includes the accomodation travel. Tired dowh~ May 16, a day after from Perhentian Island, I went to Mid Valley Megamall looking up for a job, but I didn't get any. Frustration not aite! I'm hardly to giving up. May 17, I still went to Mid Valley for a job search. This tyme around, I went to mostly all the boutiques in Mid Valley include The Garden Mall. Most of them ask me to fill up the vacancy form first and will call for interview later. So I juz ok... Hoping dat I will get any soon. My hope wuz ryte. Next day, I got a call of G2000. Mr. David, the manager! So he ask me to came by ryte. So I told I might be able by evening for the interview. So there it goes, after finished the interview, he ask me to came on the day next. Later, I also got a phone call from Esprit The Garden. But they late for about a day... First come first serve aite!

As for the tomorrow, I went to G2000 for the job. By ryte he ask me to choose wether to work in G2000 counters inside Isetan The Garden neither Metrojaya Mid Valley. So by choice, of course I ask for Isetan. He juz ok wif dat choice so I wuz sent to Isetan The Garden.... Hehehehehe.... Siape tak nak keje kat tmpat tak busy.... So now I kat G2000 Isetan, The garden. But I will not be long there. I'll be quit once my semester break open. I guess dats all for the moments. I will upload few pictures of my vacation in this short periods. Juz wait....

Jom Heboh TV3 : Antara Mufti dan hiburan

2008-05-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

I dun thnk dat I'm da one shud act a commentator regarding dis issue. I've been called I guess to post my own opinion about the statement made by Mufti Perlis Dr. Asri on why he prohibit Faizal Dr. Tahir down to Jom Heboh in Perlis.

Wat I tot is, there's must be sumthin personal related. The reason is, He as a mufti MUST act as a religious person. He know what kind of entertainment shud be accord by the Islamic law and what not aite! But now is different. I think he made a bastard conclusion juz bcuz Faisal Dr.Tahir ripping off his shirt during 8tv's anniversary concert. Ello Dato' Mufti, he's a penyanyi rock.

If he truly a religios member, Dato Mufti u shud prohibit all kind of entertainments dat not relating to any Islamic law. Not even organized by any parties. But it turn otherwise.

I think Dato Mufti need to learn more from Tuan Guru Nik Aziz for entertainment issues. He's the only one who expert in this industry. How well he organized any entertainment in Kelantan. This is another reason why I respect and love Tuan Guru Nik Aziz. Even Kelantan got mufti, still mufti kelantan pon tak berani nk debate wif Tuan Guru regarding any Islamic issues.

I hate u Dato Mufti! I lost my respect on you. U still young. Lot of things u need to learn. But still, who am I to judge U ryte? I'm still kid from the block wif less of religious education. But i have my own rights to state my points.

Adios~

Silly ShaRQ

2008-05-02T11:42:00.000-07:00

Tired of dis life n dunno wut am I suppose to do...
I crash wif someone... dis boy, Trying to hav serious relationship wif him
But tonight it ends....

Im not a typical stupid other boys who u can dumped by ur stupid love.
If u wan me, U hav to wait...
I wan u to teach u wut does the real love mean...
If u juz want part of my body, sure I can give cuz I'm a bitch..
I'm not a slut cuz u dun hav to paid for dat...
Dat da different things between bitchy n slut!

I xkn terhegeh hegehkan kat seseorang unless u try to get me
Then u will get the returns...

Sorry shah u can't have my love...
U juz same wif another typical stupid fucking faggot...
I know wut kind of faggot u r...

I nk smbung stadi...
Esk still got paper...

Azlan Syah Iskandar

Prebiu filem "CONGKAK" dan komentar!

2008-04-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

So here it goes...

yesterday, after finish my final presentation I went to KLCC alone. Its like I love to be there alone instead askin my fellow to get along. I wuz thinkin on having to watch the congkak film...

I dunno y! Ok lemme tell ya 1st. I dun like to watch any Malay muvees. I dun know y but I do hav my own opinion.. Stop talkin like shit to me yelling me dat u suppose to support our local film industry. The hell is, its my money n I dun n ask even a cent from u guys.. Enuff!

The things is, I do like watch any thriller muvee! so same goes to Malay film. Shockin not, I did wastin my money for anak film! The most suckiest film ever down-to-earth! Likes so shitt!!!

So lemme go thru to congkak film!

Ok da storyline I think quite similiar to jangan pandang belakang film! I dunno but I think da director adapting somethin from it. Actually cerita asal is from pierre andre. So no wonderla! ~ Juz ask ahmad Idhamla... Seram gak. Da intro buat aku suspen jew... yela... I watch alone! It is wednesday, so, everybody noe dat ppl hardly go to movee on wednesday! U know wat! It wuz like less than 20% watch dat movee together wif me n i wuz like oh, it juz nuthin. But it turn otherwise. If my boyfren around, I think i mite holding his arm till the end of da film kot... hahahaha...

My komen regarding da Multimedia elements... ermmm a little bit over! I dun know wut da hell in Ahmad Idham's mind but I think the animation matchin not wif da storyline. Dis komen is just based on myself which I did take da video production in my 2nd year of degree level in da past! So I think da director shud do sumthin wif da multimedia elements/contents or animations in ur up coming film. Its juz my own words!

About da actor! Riezman I think over actin'. He cud do better than dat but I think dis is his 1st film ever so I think overall juz keep up ur gud workla. Cerita tu bnyk di hidupkan oleh watak Nanu dgn Arina and Ruminah jew... Ruminah is good actress, even as watak pembantu but I think da main character is her! without da Hantu/Penunggu (kot) the story will not terrified.

I think dats all kot! out of 5 I think I give about 3 n half overall of da film. So dun miss it!

muackss~

Epy Bufday Mother~

2008-04-21T05:26:00.001-07:00

As for today, April 21, 2008. My mom going to 46, amazingly, it's mean I wuz in Key Hell also around 6 years. I was sent to here when my mom is 40, but now she's 46. Juz wanna greet my mom Epy 46th buffday. I love u sgt2... more than anything in dis world. Forget bout god, forgot bout prophet u r my greatest love above. No words can describe how I really2 apprciate u in my life. ur such a wonderful women ever in my life n for the rest of my brothers n sisters. U r so good to us. Ur sacrifice toward us is highest as the everest peak, much as pacific ocean, biggest as this entire world and anything. Ur kind, contribution, in making me as for today, I dunno how I cud paid. I really dont know. Wut I wan u to know, u r everything for me. Without u, I am nothing. Absoluately nuthin mom.... I pray for ur health n ur success in everything u do. May Allah bless u wif His highest heaven among da rest.

Oh my merciful god,

I have such need your mercy now,

Not for myself, but for my real love, My mom...

For any if truly her hour need,

Deliver my mom for trial ahead,

And I will repay u with any sacrifice You ask me,

and if, In your wisdom,

You should determine that sacrifice

must be my life for that,

I will gladly make that convenant,

My death will have a purpose,

I ask no more that that...

Oh my Lord, The most merciful god

Amen ya robbal alamin...

Thats all I can do mom...

I love u sooo much....

muacksss~

From ur lovely son,

The journey of Friday...

2008-04-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

errmmmm....
ekceli ngantok sgt mase nk menaip nih... tapi aku gagahi jugak.... sbb aku mmg suke menulish...
ari ni....Ari yang sangat meletihkn diri aku... semalam saje tido lewat lagi... dekat kol 5am... gilew la weh... sbb siapkan game desgin aku... gile babi pewnat nk mampos....

Aku setkan jam kol 8 pagi nk bgon sbb aku ade hal nk jmpe lecture aku kol 9am, las las tak bangon gak aku... enpon aku mcm singa kebulor bunyi soh aku bgon tido tp aku gagahi jugak untuk meneruskan kenikmatan tido tuh... Then bgon kol 11 pagi. Bgon2 jew trus aku bukak pc nk smbung balik game aku yg tertangguh tuh... Then buat air neslo panas.... My peberet tuh... peberet gilew babi!!! org len aku rase kalo minom air mesti tukar2. Aku nope... Im stick to neslo ais, kekekeke... prnah jew gado dgn laki aku pasal Neslo ais... ko bajet ko besh sgt!!! suke2 nk soh aku tggalkn tabiat minom neslo ais... air tu tu kan halal... bukan aku minom arak pon... BODOH! ko budak lagi tau apew???

O.k emmm pastu aku ingat bley setelkan game aku b4 kol 2... emmm tak gak... aku tanggoh lagi... then mandi2 siap2 g kampus... Smayang jumaat tak gi...Tak tau napew... Kat kampus aku tewus je sambung wat keje game aku lagi.... Lpas tu aku g print semer kejadah tuh then siap... hahahahahaha.... btw lagi 20% overall aku x siap... Slamat las submission on dis monday sbb ari ni UniKL ade wat open day. So x jadila anta... Selamat! tp kalo nk soh anta pon aku anta jew sbb benda mmg dh nk siap.. cume tggal nk touch up ape2 yg ptot je...

Ptg tadi ujan, lpas tuh aku g midvalley, bajet nk beli barang dapo uma aku sbb dh abes... smpai midvalley aku beli ape2 yg ptot je sbb duit aku da tggal RM300 jew.. takot x cukup smpai ujung bulan jew... So aku smpai uma kol 9 lebey mcm tuh.... then mandi2 pastu on9 jap ingat nk masak megi jew sbb aku pnat nk trun g mkn tp slamat ousmate aku da masak mee goreng, so aku balon jew la...abes jew mkn bukak blog aku ni n start writting... Skunk suda mau tido la... ngantok sgt... esok je aku siapkan game aku lagi 20% tuh...
Nyte...
Muacksss~

ShaRQ fucking sleepy n damnnn tired....

Gemini Character Traits

2008-04-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

The symbol for Gemini is the twins, which stand for the duality and changeability of this sign.

'I THINK' is the motto for Gemini. Intelligent, with a quick mind so you learn fast. Always studying something, because curious about everything. Words trip off tongue, in a quicksilver flow that makes good at languages, marketing and anything that calls for the gift of the gab.

Can turn hand to writing almost anything, whether a novel, play, speech or advertising copy. Like to know what's going on, hence, penchant for gossip. Witty and have a sense of mischief. Variety is the spice of life - Like to be in two places at once and have more than one thing on the go. Nervous energy and restlessness can give a reputation for being unreliable and a bit of a butterfly. Also appear glib.

The communicators of the zodiac.

The dark side

Geminis biggest faults are inconsistency and superficiality. People never know what to expect with Gemini, indeed they can be relied upon to do almost anything, in any situation. All that talking and instant reactions leaves little time for deeper thinking and planning, and too much whizzing about and quick reactions usually leads to sudden mental overload!
changeable, restless, cunning, inquisitive, inconsistent, fickle, two-faced, fidgety, superficial, gossipy, scattered, transparent.

Review of today - April 16, 2008

2008-04-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

Everyday juz like the same day for me. Woke up early in the morning, take shower, prepare for my class. Nothing special today I guess and nuthing unusual. Juz reached my kampus b4 8am then went up to the level 9 where my lab wuz. Actually today I have to show my Visual Programming Final Project progress. My lecture want to see around 50% of the project completed. The class is at 9.30am and the reason why I came quite early today is, I didn't finish anything yet. Best term is I didn't start any yet. Only the proposal and sketches of the interface design on pieces of paper where I showed to her last 2 weeks! Amazing aite??? but dats wuz me... I like to do everything at deadline. So, starting to applied the sketches design into real time format using Microsoft Visual Studio 2005, slowly I applied the design stage by stages. Nah! all the designs completed b4 9am. I'm good in desiginin' actually so I didn't need to take more hours for the designing part.

Terribly motherfucka, the internet connection down!. I wuz like so shit bcoz I didnt prepared anything for my external sources a night b4. Refused not in giving up is one of myself great ingrediants. Leave dat shit part behind, I juz go thru to the programming part. One of part dat I hate most. My weakest subject. Thank god I like this subject due to the combination of design and the programming. The only progaramming subject I'm focusing on during the class and lab. Even I did ponteng several times for dis class... ehehehe... so, I did applied the basic structure of the coding. Only basic 1st! No need to complete overall.

Imperceptible, my group members came. I don't know wut the hell they doing, I mean their contribution in this project. But you know wut? I didnt care wether they involving or not as long as I did to manage dis project and do the presentation on the exact date, it juz enuff. I'm not tend to banish 'em. Plus I'm not kind of imperious guy. Tak rugi ape2 pon. As long as we got the marks, I'm all dat satisfied. So the lecture step into the class. I guess wut I've done is about 50% or less completed. So at the time Im juz ok! No need to worry or rushing like you are after group of pigs in the jungle. My clicks wuz like, "hey! ko da buat kewr???" "Da... tapi tenet kat sini mcm babi sakit puki lak" I'm yellin 'em. As usual, the understand my offensive language. So they juz like show their stupidity.

Our beloved lecture, Madam Farida approach to us like a mom askin their son da mkn ke blom. " "You guys da reached mane, any problem?, I prasaan sgt you guys never came to see me during the consultation hours kan!!!" she's sound pamper. Me " emmm... I dunno la mem sbb I got no problem yet". "o.k show ur progress I'm goink to take mark" she's ask. " Overall is good, I like the design, cume coding kamu tak lengkap sgt" her comment when we show ours. I wuz like ala... mmgla baru ari ni buat...ehehehe... but overall she's like our progress except she remind us of our coding. Final presentation kickin next week. After the class done I went kg.baru havin my meal. Then lepak till 3pm inside library before balik uma... Then tido....

I write dis blog at 8pm, juz woke up... hehehehe... I've got another 2 final assignments for da moment... Haih~ Chiow!!!

Have u ever Heard About ShaRQ???

2008-04-13T13:48:00.000-07:00

No aite~
whose ShaRQ by da way???
Perdana Menteri ka? Pegawai Kerajaan ka? or glamorous hollywood celebrities down-to-earth???
All dat possibility toward leads you to an infinity answer!
ShaRQ wasn't exist by dat thought

Ol rite, lemme hints you the instead of the name ShaRQ..
Existence with the name Azlan Syah Iskandar Abdullah. People call me ShaRQ somehow.
Just a simple cute guy who's tryin to enjoy every single lad dick's inside his mouth and ass hole!
Yea, bounce dat cock inside my asshole~ ( Ouch~ I'm top by da way) hehehehe...
Wuz born around the year of 1978, yea I'm too old I guess... ( penipu!)
I mude lagi la nyah~ x suke mak taw... ahahahahaa....
I'm bitchy by da way... Label me wif dat, it's ShaRQ's bitch!
Resemblance wif another str8 bitchy guy.

Most tot me I'm GAY. Wut wrong wif u guys??? why is on earth u spot me gay???
It's likes everyone think dat a gay boy is bitchy... No! dey were ol NOT! except me...
Hehehehe... by da way my status is "not sure" for the moment..
I dun wanna put any controver-SIAL statement regard my sexual preferences...
Differ but it isn’t a bastard perception. Apela aku ngarut nih.

I wus born somewhere in Pahang to a chinese klate mom & 'nogori' melayu dad.
Spot me as a real Malay. About 5 feet 10 inch. Got 6 inch inside... ( mmg bitch)
I have an appetite for sexy things ;p
Fair, trim, hygiene, smooth, silky, witty, glib, mischief, envious dan tah ape mcm kejadah lagila...
I dont do jog, sports, clubbing?, swim n ape2 je for my health improvement.
I do take vitamins n all kinda supplement pills to maintain my figure... yg 2 pn da kire bgos...
I do smoke, stay away from any alcoholic drink sbb mende tuh akn menambahkn points dosa yg sedia ade....

I love dance... I dun dance in a trance but da way I did it is like im in it....
Mostly p clubbing pon kalo ade org ajak... tp kbnyknnye kene reject
Sbbnye afta dat u ol's nk ratah I... kdg2 I pewnat taw....
Most games I do play is bowling, riding cock inside my mouth... again??? shark~
Hesitate not to over me... find ur own partner or an entourage, hit me sukca...
ur juz slender to me... hahahaha... wutta bitch words!

O.k o.k...
I didn't take anything dat so serious .
Bad mouth, yes I am. I'll fire u bak if u did to me...
So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying?
Should I be quiet just because I'm a bitchy?
Biarpon mulut aku jahat tp hati ttp baik....
aku da x kesah ape org maw ckap....
lantak u ol's...
u ol's pon berhak....

to be continued...