The Chapter begin

A year older! That wat was crossed on my mind when I woke up early in da morning on las Wednesday, June 9 2010. I was like ouh god! Thx for still giving me a good health instead life. Hehehe... I thought I wan to pray that day. Pray to god for blessing me. But I was forgot. I went out to enjoy my birthday.

Actually I really wanna update this blog on the night of my birhtday but I hav no guts to do it. So I kept it until today where I find my strength to blog. As previously in my life I didnt really celebrate my birthday so was it for this year and the years coming next. I don't really know why people in this universe need to celebrate birthday instead how bout we juz thx to the our God for giving us the opportunity to live in His universe.

Even my birth day has passed but I do hav my own wish. My only wish is, I hope I can get my dream job as soon as possible so I can fix my life back. Ameen.... Since I'll be graduating soon I hope my family would attend it. It's gonna be a very great surprise to me If they would. I knew they busy with their life but I wish and hope they will managed to attend it. But If they wouldn't I still ok to me. They sacrifice a lot to raised me up especially my mom. At least I want to thank her a lot for things she done in my life. Without mom I am nothing at all

wat else? ouh~ since I am a heavy smoker which I juz realize recently, so I try to reduce the number of boxes I took per week. Huhuhu.... I was so sad. I promise to myself if I was determined to be a smoker, I wont be a heavy smoker. Maybe light one only. I am not a heavy smoker for real. But since I've nothing to do at home. The most thing that I cud do is surfing internet. While surfing, I smoking. Very bad.

Let me fullstop here for this post. Otherwise my mumbling won't enuff to fix in juz one blog.

Happy world football Fever hehehe...

SharQ still walk with passion....